A Girl with so many Questions.. @#$!@#%^

When I say Girl... you say Radhs again...
No.NO...!! nO.. NO!!!!!
The girl i mentioned here is not Radhs... But some how Radhs has the credit of introducing this trouble...
Hmm...
Hmmm....
HMMMMM....
Oh that was me thinking... I was thinking how to introduce her... Well lets start it simply.....
Meet Simran... (Full name, even i don't know)
When Radhs told me her name, the scene of Shahrukh playing mandolion in DDLJ came to my mind... Quite filmy name... :-P
Well jokes apart radhs came to me 3 days back and said...
R: Hey.. i hav a problem... Help me na...!!
Me: What happened.. what did you do now..?
R: What do you mean... I keep on creating troubles and problems? Huh!!
(why can't girls just take jokes... did i say she creates problem...?)
Me: Did i say that..? Arey tell na yaar.. Yaad karo.. You came for a solution of some problem..

(why do gals just get carried away....)
R: Hmm.. One gal met on FB... She is a nice gal... Very good in talking...
Me: So thats your problem... that she is good...?

R: Nahi.. idiot..

Me: Then..?

R: HUH!! I am going... Wat an attitude you show sometimes...

(What did i do...?)

Me: Oye!! baba tell na.... (with all the fake sweetness i had)

R: Ok.. only if u won't make fun when i say.... ok?

Me: Ok... (grrrr!!!)

R: Simran, is a nice gal... we met 4 weeks back on net...

(wat the hell.. 4 weeks and she says very good girl and all... god knows whats next... i hope not a proposal for me... if its that should i tell her what's in my mind.... lets see first)

R: She is preparing for Exams to go to go US or UK for job... And she was impressed when i told that MEA is also good place to work...

Me: That we say to console ourselves re.. Why are you pulling some women into this desert. hehehe

R: Shut up! Listen... She wanted to know more so i gave your gtalk id... she may im you.. Please talk sense... Thats why i said.. Help me... Give correct advice... Dont just blabber.

Me: My id.. Why...? Wat will i tell her... If she talks to me, she will never leave india....

R: I gave your id... handle it.. Please da....

(I give up... You and your please...)

Me: Hmm.. Ok.. let's see....

Now who is she... this girl who as Radhs says has many Questions... Well I have to see that... Till date the missiles have not struck me... But they will... When..? Even I don't know... ;-)

Tim Tim Lak Lak...

"You are mad... You Know that... " Radhs came to my cubicle saying this...

I smiled as she stared at me, i could see the smiles as well as the anger in her eyes.

I think she read the mail.

"Why? what did I do?" i asked as if i didn't know.

"You can write a mail, but you can't come and talk to me?"

"I tried but you were angry. Sorry yaar, now leave it. You know i can't stand your silence..."

"Why? Who am i for you"

Idiot, i think i love you...

"You... Hmm.. You... You are precious to me"

"Why? tell me"

she is going to get me killed. Stupid, becoz i love you and can't live without you.

"Yaar, you don't have work na... You are one of the closest pals i have here and can't see you angry because of my idiotic activities."

She giggled....

"So peace...?"

"No, i won't leave you like this"

"Okay then put some fevicol and paste yourself on me.. :-P"

"that was a PJ. Huh!! i don't wanna talk."

"Okay okay! don't get angry. See, i got you your favourate chocolates also."

"Thanks but no thanks. Dinner for her and chocolate for me. Give it to her."

"Hmm.. Okay baba, You win. What you want me to do?"

"I don't know. You think a way to pacify me."

Saying this she smiled and went to her seat.

Now that is a challenge... To woo her.... But i won't loose here.. I will tell her what she is for me...

i went to her seat, kneeled down, held her hand in my hand and said "You don't know, what you are for me. With you in my life, it likes that world is there for me. Life looks so good and past 3 days when you have not spoken to me, i feel like i am in a desert with no aim in my life. My life is nothing without you.

I don't know when it started, i denied my thoughts, i was not agreeing but now i realise that i have fallen in love with you. I love you."

She smiled and didn't say anything. She still was holding my hand and i felt something on my hand. A tear dropped from her eyes on my hand.

I wiped her eyes and said "No... No tears, only smiles"

She smiled and then i said we will go out tonight.

NAAAAH... i wont do that.... I was just imagining the situation. But i have a better idea. Around 2 all the guys had left for home. She was still working on her PC, I looked around and then played a song from my Lappy...

"I am sorry, Oh Sorry Jaaney do, Hota hai, Chodo bhi Jaane Do"

Radhs turned around to look and i kneeled and held my ears.

She started laughing and said "Ok... Okay!! Get up... You Crazy guy"

"Peace" I enquired

She nodded yes and kept laughing. "You are very bad."

" I am bad... Dinner tonight?"

"Ok... and tell everyone, i agreed. You mailing boy..."

So guys, good news, She is back to normal..... Thank You ARR for making songs to help me in some situations....

Caught Red Handed

Its always said that Friends stand with you in deep shit. I want to add something to that. Most of the time it is these friend who pull us into the shit. Well with screw ups with me being a usual affair, things which happened this weekend is also normal but right now it is paining alot.

One of my friend this week came to me and said that he need my help this weekend. The work was quite simple, My friend was planning to go for a date and suddenly his dates sister has popped up. Now he wanted me to accompany him and handle the sister. The plan was simple, we go for dinner and then a movie. For free food and free movie it was not a bad deal. I didn't think much and agreed. With Radhs now in my office, i didn't expect that she will make plans on weekend. We see each other daily....

But I was wrong, Radhs asked me about the plan for Thursday evening. Should i tell her about the date... Naah.. Can't say how she will react.. '' Yeah... Going to uncle's place. they invited me for Iftaar."

"Ok. Enjoii.. We can plan something Tommorow."

"Ok" Saved i thought and then we finished on a happy note.

Evening was going great. The girl who was my date was smart and beautiful. But more good was the food and the plan to watch Inception. After having a heavy and tasty meal at Chillies, we were walking towards the cinema when someone patted me from behind. I turned around and whom i saw there, i had never expected. Radhs was standing in front of me. I could see the rage in her eyes. And i was totally silent. We were not speaking and my brain was giving me all idiotic ideas to present as an explanation. But before i could say anything, Radhs said... "So these are your uncle and Aunty?"

She turned around and walked away. I kept looking at her. I was at fault and i have no right to say anything. I followed her till the parking and apologised for lying but she didnt reply. And today till the time I am writing, she hasn't spoken to me. She is right to be angry and I am Sorry.

As i write this in public (Radhs know that i write to very special people about Radhs)

RADHS, Yaar I am sorry. Won't lie to you again.

Maaf kar dena yaar.

I know Radhs will be accept my apologies and i will inform you about it. Till then pray for peace.

Dedicated to the Angel I know...

In life a point comes when you feel like everything you did, everything you are doing and everything you will do is all meaningless. This world is not for you and those who you thought will be there for you are not there. They come to you when they need you but never realise that you might also need them. Things like these feels so much of negativity in your mind nothing in life seems to be good. Thoughts have effect over everything in your life. If you have negativity in your mind, all things will be negative.

Some time back, i was in similar state of mind... And i didn't want to loose this battle of my mind, i needed something which made me believe that Yes! life is good. I have a habbit of googling anything which comes in my mind... I googled life is good....

I got some hits and was passing through these sites... and somehow stumbled upon one link... Life is good, Full form of LG...

Funny!! i thot and clicked it.... I assumed that it was a link of some LG employee or something but as opened it, i found it was a blog named Life Is Beautiful... I started reading it, it was a normal blog with a special effect... something that pulls you so simply that you just want to enter and read... A sweet and simple girl, who is sweet enough to share her happy and sad moments... and the best part is, she never missed to thank god about the things happening around in life. The positive attitude that made me realise that believing in your ownself is what matters. Remaining other things like results are just an added factor. This angel bought a change in my attitude. The happy go lucky me was back again. Life is beautiful and this angel tells me this that with roses you will find thorns also. This is how i started looking at the world in positive attitude. This is how i found my Radhs.

This post is dedicated to the angel, to her beautiful thoughts which have brought smiles not only to mine but many people's life. You rock baybeh.... be like this always... smiling... as i say Thain lagti hai...

August Surprise

Have been missing out chances to write... What to do, was having busy days in my life....

Hey pretty exciting stuff happened during past 15 days.... My name was in the list of people who were supposed to visit thailand for a leisure trip which our company organised for its top performing vendors in Qatar. So got a chance to visit Thailand. When i say thailand, i don't mean the whole country. It was a visit to Bangkok and Pattaya only. Had 6 days with me to enjoy and i was pretty excited about it.

The trip was good and did some exciting stuffs like scooba diving, tower jump and para diving.... with all this excitement going around and so much to explore, however i was missing something.... I was missing Radhs.... Yeah i am surprised that i am writing it on record but i really missed her. Well i din't tell her because i don't know where this will go.... she is really a good friend... Can't risk on that... While i was still trying to control the feelings, new thing happened. And God knows where it will end.

After coming back, when i went office, i met priya, avi and other guys.... Priya and avi were giving me a cunning smile whenever they saw me. I considered it as a normal thing as they were expecting the gifts from thailand which i had promised them. Afternoon, priya came and was checking the pics i clicked and in between we started talking about Radhs. She informed me that Radhs has resigned her current job as she got some good offer in here Qatar itself. After landing i had not spoken to her. Had just texted her about my landing. I felt strange that she dint tell me about resignation. I called her cell and spoke to her.

We started normally and she asked me about the visit.
Then i asked her about the job... she replied that she had forgotten to tell me. nd the conversation was like :

Me: Arey.. u forgot to tell me? remainin all useless things u call me and tell..
Radhs: yeah... i missd it... actually it happened the next day u left Thailand. I got a offer in new place here only... thru my friend. They wanted me to join by 1st Aug. the package was good. and my friend also there. So i gave resignation at my office. They accepted as the project on which i was working was already finished. And they dint have any issues in relieving me by 1st..
Me: Gr8... so wen is the party....?
Radhs: Will be delivered Sir.
Me: Hey by the way, i dint ask... which company?
Radhs: its a MNC. will tell you the details later. Got to go. Handing over thing going on.

This conversation happened last week, when i had returned back. Then it was a busy week with whole pending jobs and schedules. We didn't talk much during this period.

Yesterday i got up late. Its usual that when at 8 i have to be at office, i find myself running to at least reach by 8.30. In this whole mess, i typed Radhs a message wishing her good luck for the new office. At 8.15 as i was driving to office, my phone rang. I checked it was my office number. I thot, why someone needs me at this time. I picked up the call. It was a womens voice.

W: Why are you still not at office?

Who the hell is she... i havn't heard her before. Neways i replied ' On the way. By the way who's dis?"

W: Come fast. I am waiting.

Before i could ask, she disconnected. the voice was kind of familiar but i was not able to recognise. However, i was nearing office, so thot to meet her face to face. Whoever it may be, should not disconnect like that and she was in trouble now.

I reached office, and walked towards my cubicle. Priya was standing on the cubicle diagonally opposite to my seat. i could some lady sitting in that seat but the face was not visible because of Priya standing. Strange, no one used to sit there. Some vacancy was there for a Business devolopment executive. Anyways, i ignored and went to my seat. By the time Priya came to my seat and asked

P: Where were you?
Me: Whats happening yaar. Everyone asking me. Just now someone called. Was it you who called me?
P: No, it might be the new joinee and she giggled.
Me: Whats there to laugh about? Who is she? Was very rude. Let me talk to her. (i got up from my seat saying) How can she speak to me like....

My words stopped as i saw Radhs standing behind Priya. Both were laughing at me. If anyone else was also there, he or she would have laughed. that was kind of expression on my face when i saw Radhs.

Me: Radhs..!!! what are you doing here?
P: She has joined us the Business Devolopment Executive for the Promotions and Events.
Radh simulataneously: It was her idea (pointing at Priya)

I was still grasping what was happening. They told me that one day while talking Priya told radhs about the vacancy in office and the immediate requirement. And i was on the way to Thailand so Radhs was not able to tell me. And Priya got things arranged and Radhs got thru interview. Then they planned to not to tell me and i was surprised on the first day of the month. Now i realise the cunning smile Priya and avi gave when i had re-joined.

So now Radhs sits next to my cube. I can see her whole day and now i m in trouble. Already the feeling was rising and now i can see her, all the time. And her eyes, i never noticed earlier.... i feel that those eyes will get me killed one day.

Oh GoD!!! Save please....