RADHS IN DOHA….

Guys…. Radhika landed back… yes… On 5th April….. she had called me on 4th telling me about her arrival… I offered to pick her up but she said that it will be late in night so she will hire a taxi nd go and will call me on 6th….

But do u expect me to sit back at home…. I was at airport arrival to give her a pleasant surprise… Her plane had landed nd she cud be out in next half an hour…

There she is…. Pulling her trolley bag besides her and walking straight towards exit… She din’t see me so I thought to startle her by going around her….

“Oye Kidaan…!! Haan vai hows U???”

Radhs turned around nd her face was more of a shock expression than a surprise which I expected…. “You… You r here? Oh GoD… I had tld you na not to come…. My aunt…!!!”

Before she could complete her sentence, a lady in her fifties, wearing a sari and with a air bag was standing next to both of us…. Looking towards Radhs in a questionable look she asked “Aarrranu moley…? (who’s he?)

Radhs… totally blank faced kept on staring on me… I could see that she was still recovering from shock… I had to do something to help her but what… nd the bulb glowed… “Hey!! So u r cumin from vacation… gr8… how was it?” (like I din’t know that she was in kerala)…

She got my plan (thank god that gals use brain sometimes)
“Yeah jst landed” saying this she turned towards that lady saying “Ammai, ivan Prasanth, ende office de client aa… malayalee aa… (Aunt he is Prashant… Our Office client, he is a mallu)….

Aunty looked at me with a doubtfull face…. I smiled back and said “Namaskaram, njan ende oru friendiney drop chiyaan vanadha… appol aa radhikaey kandathu… (I came to drop my friend and was going back wen I saw u ppl)….

“Hello…” she was least interested to meet… then she looked at Radhs and asked “can we go now?”

“How r u going? If u want I can drop u….?” I offered my services to aunty…

Radhs was givin me expressions frm eyes to avoid the drop service… but I had already asked nd I had to stand on it…. :P

“No, Thanks” said aunty… “We will take a Taxi. It will be trouble for u”

I said “Ok… as u say.. but I have no problem nd it is already 10… it will be costly as now it will be double charge… I live in Abu Hamour and ur place will be on the way… No issues…”

“Oh! You know where we live?”

I din’t expect that coming from aunty… and I could see in radhs eyes that she will kill me….

“No, I mean abu hamour is one corner, nd any place will be on d way…” I dnt know if I escaped that kill by aunty…”

but now radhs intruded…

“Ammai, lets go… already I am tired… chalo pls…”

Now Ammai had no choice… she nodded and I escorted them to my car….

In car, as we drove, there was total silence… Now, I realized if I took them straight to their place without asking the address we will be caught… So I tld radhs to guide me to road…

To start a conversation, I asked aunty “aunty, u work here…?”

“Yes, I m a senior nurse at Hamad. What do you do other than dropping and picking people from Airport…?”

She was ready to Kill me… Dnt know why? But I had to escape…

“Hahaha… I am a team Leader in Nokia.”

“nd how do you know Radhs…”

“Ammai, I tld u na, they are our clients… We do promotions with them on Doha Souq…” radhs came for the saving….

Then we started business talks to avoid ammai… Hows the sale on Doha souq, any new promos… and all this…. Nd we reached their home…. I dropped them and was a quick good bye…

Today morning Radhs called me and we were both laughing at the incident that happened…
“Now c’mon yaar how cud I know that ur ammai will be there at airport” I asked her…

“I wanted to tell u wen I called u on 4th… but ammai was there also… waise bhi she is very suspicious that whom I call in Qatar and if she knows that we used to meet, she gonna make a mess of it in home… she loves me a lot na…”

“yeah.. yeah… the love was killing me…”

“So she is now back to office…??”

“yes… but now she will be more vigil on me… kyunki she has never seen me talking to any guy like this… she tld me yesterday also that I was extra friendly with you…. Wats goin on…”

“What did u say…? Waise is there sumthing goin on?” I asked cunningly…

“yeah yeah… u dream it… chalo bye… lots of work pending due to my leave… Will see ya soon…”

“Bye.. take care… say hello to ammai” I said…

“Yeah I will (laughing)” saying this she disconnected….
SO my friend RADHS is back…. Nd rocking…. Will update you thing time to time…

My Screw Ups....

Me and God have a fun relation. When I used to be small, ma parents used to take me to temple and tell me to fold hands, close your eyes and wish whatevr u want… God listens and then blesses u for your dreams…. I dnt know wen I started to believe that god is a friend of yours and we never need to tell him that we need this… they say that god is everywhere and resides in ur heart so why to wish anything… The only thing I started to say when I used to be temple or any place where I pray, “Hey God!... how r u? (I believed that we go and tell him our problems, who will ask his troubles. Although he nvr shared ne of troubles to me). Please bless everyone and keep everyone happy. (becoz I was tld by someone that if some one prays for u god processes it fast. When I used to say everyone, it included me also so no special prayers for me).

Apart from that there was one more thing I usually add. Top secret which I think God took seriously. I use to say If you wanna trouble someone, try me but keep everyone happy.

Why I am saying that these words were taken seriously becoz lately I realized that whatever I do or work on ends to a screw up. Although somehow I can’t stop laughing wen all this happens. That will be another feature added to my character by him. :-P

But my friends get mad nd frustrated… wat to do they r with me…. But that is another aspect which GOD has always kept in mind. They have given me some very good friends who stand with me even wen I m in a deep shit. Little complaints r always there but in the end they r with me…. :-P

Why am I writing this all becoz recently I started reviewing screw ups of my life… thot of writing it as a record for future generation… General day to day activities are now normal for me… nd if write it will be same for you…. Whatever route I take or suggest has traffic… the road may be closed for some repairs…. Blah blah blah!!!! This happenes to almost everyone…

Some uncommon are like wheneva I have money to send to india (large amount, small amt I nvr see rate for that) the exchange rate will be at the bottom… after cumin to Qatar the lowest exchange rate was 12 .40 INR for 1 Qar… today it is 12.19…. nd still dipping… :P

Neways that all is normal But these ones are funny….

I still remem my Engg. Drwng Exam in 2nd Sem of my Diploma… I completed my paper in One hour nd friend behind me was struggling to draw the lines straight…. We exchanged sheets, I drew his answers also… exchanged them successfully… No one caught us… No troubles… successfully cheated…. Were very proud of our friendship nd fooling the invigilators…

Result came: I flunked in that paper nd my friend passed…. Still we dnt know how that happened…. Nd till date I can’t stop laughing on that…

Some that happened with my friends….

When I was new in Qatar, I used to move around with on Mr. R (dnt wanna name neone)… From the time I started moving around with him, his car started to have accidents… it was like his car is parked nd then also ppl will come and hit him…. Nd the funny part of all this was every time Police blamed the mistake on him…. So that means repairs from own pocket…. We never realized that it was my effect or so but later wen I got my own transport till date he had not even a single accident….

To add more strength to that, one of the safest driver we have seen in qatar Mr. J asked me to accompany him to a mall… we entered parking lot… a hummer was in front of us… suddenly what happened to the driver, she reversed and BOOM… the front of our car gone….. Now that’s wat KISMAT is all about…. From that day ppl think twicebefor giving me lift….

Window Cracking

This was another comic experience…. But a very costly affair… Mr. R brought his brother in law’s Pathfinder…. He was teasing us showing the keys when my friend A snatched the keys nd threw it to me… We both ran in the car sat and started to drive…
Pls note the speed… may be 5 Kmph…nd moved hardly 10 mtrs… I saw Mr. R running behind us (in rear mirror)… I felt pity and applied breaks…

Thud!!... A was not wearing belt… nd he was looking behind… when I applied brake he was disbalanced nd his head hit windshield… but he was still laughing which showed it was paining but fine…. The next scene was shocking… there was a crack in the windshield… Very visible to naked eye… We shunted out 1400 QAR to get it changed (15000 INR)…. But what we r still confused is what was A’s head made of…. J


MY 5 day short Vacation….

My vacations were due in May.. then also I got it approved from management in Feb…. It was ma bro’s marriage… and the wedding dress was purchased by me…. All packed, I was excited to leave…. One day more to go and my boss come and tells me that I have to cancel my vacations… Some important work where I need to be present… had an argument, day long debate nd was allowed to go for 5 days… to attend marriage…

I sat at airport telling myself… this is the limit, my vacation got cancelled, I was failed in driving license test without even asking anything, I have only 5 days but now I will hav a smooth flight nd njoi the party… I purchased some chocolates for my nephews nd nieces.. filled them in my bag nd was zipping it… the zip came in my hand… J
It was funny scene me sitting at airport and transferring my clothes in to newly purchased 200 riyal bag which I cud get outside for 50 bucks….


Well I m not writing more or I will make u ppl fall asleep or not be friends with me NEMORE…. Secondly u mite think “this is nothing… I have a better one…”

Waise wateva it is, i still believe God is with me and takes care of me...

And She's Back....

A 5 minute call can really change your day nd boost you up like anything....

Till yesterday night i felt disgusted, with the boring life nd the tedious work atmosphere... and now everything seems to be gr8... yipeeee....
You may be thinking ki what happened to me.... Am i going insane... NO!!!!....

Guess who called me today morning... RADHIKA.... YEAH!!!
I was imagining who could be it in morning 5 AM.... That tooo an unknown number with a creepy STD code from India... As i picked up the phone i was stunned to hear her voice...
"Hi Prasanth, How are you?"
"Radhs!!! Is that you??? Oh! God.... I am fine, how r u? but where r u? u disappeared like anything? yaar whats happening?"
She giggled and replied "Arey ask one by one.... Yeah i disappeared but i tried to call you the day i left but u din't pick up..."
I interupted "Yeah i was playing, I saw ur misd call nd had called back u but it was switched off... abey what had happened?
"Arey baba, Let me complete..." she said
"yeah! tell me.."
"remem that day when i was li'l down nd den u nd me saw MNIK... actually my granny was sick nd d situation was very bad... I wanted to meet her but my office was not giving me leave... but next day, on thursday evening, i tld them i won't work nemore if i din't get leave and i resigned. On friday afternoon, my senior manager called me nd tld that he came to know about situation just now... He had done all the arrangement nd i cud leave in next flight which was in 3 hours.. SO i was in hurry nd i tried to call u in between bt cudn't reach you...."
"Yeah! but you cud hav called me from India...?" I asked.
"Sir jee, jst google Kodenchery.... one small village... and from day i have reached here i cudn't make a call... even to my office... Will u believe that cellular service is still not available here... Today i came to town so got a chance to make a call nd i m calling u evn before calling ma office"
"Hmmm.. Acha ji, itna importance.. Why so?"
"Becoz i knew u wud be worried nd annoyed like anything nd i really din't want a good friend to be angry..."
"Hahaha... yeah i was annoyed nd li'l worried but now aal izz well... so hows granny now?"
"Oh! she is much better now... chalo got to go... I will be coming back in couple of weeks... you pls take care and I am sorry yaar..."
"Hey no baba... dnt say sorry... situations was like that.. u din't do it intentionally... chalo tk care.. nd call ur office also.... when i called them, they also din't had any whereabouts for you. Bye"
"Yeah! i will do that.. Bye..."
And she disconnected....
You dnt know how good i am feeling... I thought that i made ppl runaway from a country but now it seems allright...
As i write this to you I am humming the song "Jaane kyun.. yeh dil jaanta hai, Tu hai to i'll b alrite....

Selflessness - the quality of unselfish concern for the welfare of others

SELFLESSNESS - Whenever I hear this word, train of thoughts start in my mind. I ask myself if there is anything like selflessness. I always say no. People argue when they hear me saying that, they ask me what are soldiers doing when they risk their lives to protect the country and people.

I agree that it is an act of bravery and I respect it but in the end what they did made them happy. There is no such thing which doesnot have any reaction on you. Its like Newtons Law. If you are doing something you get something.

We help our friends, go out to any extent to make them smile, even when it hurts you because that makes your friend happy and seeing them smile we get happy. Indirectly in process of helping others we are just making ourselves happy. Thats why I don't agree on that word called selflessness. But that doesn't mean that I am just insulting all those people who are out there helping everyone.

For all those people, my Salutations and respect are always there.

She Has Gone (Met her Part 5)

Have you ever felt that someone's absence in your life makes you so uncomfortable.... the absence of a person you know goes away suddenly without informing you that I am going... Something like that happened to me and its killing me... Till yesterday i was normal but somehow now I am asking again and again to me "that why did she act like this?"

Yes! She has gone, yeah Radhika went back to India this friday and I came to know about it yesterday evening. I don't know why din't she tell me or did she tried.... It had been couple of days that she had called me. On friday i had seen her missed call after I came back to home after the cricket match I went. I called her back but her cell was switched off. She generally switches off her cell when she goes to bed so I assumed that it was already 9 and she might have gone to bed early that day. But i was surprised and worried when i called her cell and found it switched off next day. Yesterday I tracked down her office number from where I came to know that she had taken an emergecy leave and gone back home. What happened, i don't know... Why didn't she tell me... i don't know? i think she called me on friday to inform me that only... but to tell me what, i don't know? I hope something wrong has not happened because she was sad couple of days before also... Remember when i had invited her to my place.... I din't know whom to tell all this so I thought to write here...

I hope everything is fine.... But somehow i am missing her... even though we didn't talk daily or we know each other for long but she became a very good part of my life... and now when she has gone without saying a word, i think that was it.... Waise I am fine... Don't worry.... I know she will call me when she gets time.... I was not such a bad friend.... :)

9/11

Yesterday I watched MY Name is Khan.... Again one bollywood attempt to highlight the trauma of people, especially Muslims post 9/11 attack in U.S.A. It was a nice attempt but guys! its high time we stop this. So many movies still being made on the topic and taking the cover that you are passing the message of humanity to the world.

Its not that I am heartless guy who just don't realise what happened was very painful. But making money out of the story is more painful in my eyes. I mean guys, it happened in 2001 and now its 2010. Even US citizen have moved on and are working towards future but here we are still repeating the same old story. One muslim guy who is nice and showing the path of humanity... Some people who were ill treated because of the religion they believed, turn to the path of terror. Yes, we know it happenned and there were thousands of such cases. But that does not mean you take up every single story and make a movie on it. It is high time when we make movies which are for entertainment as well as have a message which people can carry back with them. Next time when something practically happens in their life they relate to the movie and work accordingly. We seriously need directors who are thoughtful.

I also want to add that all religion be it Hinduism, Islamism, Christianity or any other, everyone teaches us to love and stay together. It is natural that you never distinguish people based on religion.

Lets do a practical test, look around the people you know. Or take your own example, do you distinguish people based on the religion. I never did and i don't think people around me ever did that to me, that too when I am working in a country which an Islamic Nation. Its the situations which leads people to think on that level that he was a muslim and he did it. We always hear India & Pakistan rivalry but in Pakistan they drink water from Sutlej which flows in from India. Have someone ever said i won't drink water from that river as it flows from India. When nature didn't divide us who are we to divide and discriminate.

I hear people saying that Islam teaches people to capture other religions. I am very astonished because I don't think, they have ever read Holy Quran. "Jehad" a word being used by people to cover terrorism never meant to destroy all religion. Jehad means freedom, Freedom from evil thoughts, freedom from bad company, freedom from all ill activities, it never meant that Islam is tied and they need to make Islam free. Same is taught to us in vedas that your soul should be pure and free from ill thoughts. Holy Bible teaches to be happy, and make people happy. I go to church, and I have never heard any priest saying that don't help people who are not Christians. Sikhism is another religion which has a history of fighting for Hindus.

In the end I pray for all the souls that have been lost due to the terror activities around the world. And atleast we all should not change a point of view for a person if something happens around us.

The Unplanned Date (Met Her Part 4)

I had avoided to meet Radhika on the V-Day just to avoid that she doesn't feel i am trying to be romantic...... Well it seems God had something planned for me..... Yeah! something happenned.... Arey!!! I am writing... If you won't be told whom i will tell....

It had been couple of days now that i din't call her. So yesterday evening I gave her a ring. "Haylo, Wass up?" I asked.

And the reply did not sound the way i expected... It came in a very low tone... "Oh! Hi... I am fine... How r u?" (she sounded very sad)

"I am fine but you don't sound very fine... What happened?" i enquired.

She denied "No, Nothing. i am fine. So wass up?"

I replied "Nothing special here, See you really seem very low. If you dunno wanna share its fine. lets go out somewhere. It will change your mood."

"No.. Thank you. I think i will stay back at home."

I thought its better to end the conversation as she din't seem to be in mood at all.

So I answered "Okay Then, you take rest. but if you really feel lonely, gimme a call."

She said "thanks. i will defenitely call."

I went back home and cleaned my room when Avinash came and knocked my door. He had got a copy of My Name is Khan and the print was super. Then he went to his room. I was also pretty excited to get the copy so i connected the portable projecter to my PC. (I have got one small projecter for me as it combines very best with my 5.1 speakers and gives me the theatre effect. That means i have personal theatre in my room.)

As i sat on my bean bag my phone rang. It was radhika calling.

I answered the call "hi!" She still sounded low "Are you free? Can we go out? I hope you are not doing anything?"

I replied "Hey! No problem. Where do you wanna go?"

She said "I don't know. Just wanna change my mood. Maybe some movie.."

I don't know what i was thinking when I asked her "Would you like to see a private screening of MNIK at my place?"

"What? you got a copy of that. But we planned it to watch in theatre?? how can u watch it at home?" She questioned

"I promise you won't feel that you r not in theatre...." i answered.

There was a silence for few momment. "OKay! Where should I come?" she enquired.

I gave her the directions to the nearest landmark to my place. And then i got up to clear the mess in my room. Went to nearby grocerry and got some juice and chips. Now only thing i was thinking was how to get her in to my room. I didn't tell you that we live in bacheors accomadation. Secondly the caretaker of all our accomadation stays in room just above mine. So if by any chance he sees a girl with me coming to my room, that news will be directly hitting the notice boards of our office. Then i remembered the proverb, a friend in need is the friend indeed. Took my cell and called Avi. Told him the matter and told him the whole story. And he was supportive. Somehow friends are always supportive when you are doing things which are very risky. I told him that I will give him a call and he should check if the area is clear an no one is in hallway so that we can rush directly towards the room. So the stage was set. All I had to do was to pick her from the location i told her to arrive, give a call to Avi when we reach near the villa and enter when we get green signal from avi.

Second problem was how she will react when she knows so much of drama was going to happen. Anyways the second problem was handled very well by me. I didn't tell what was going to happen.

She arrived and i waived her telling her to follow my car. Then when we were near the villa i called Avi. As i reached outside the villa avi called and informed the way was clear. I didn't lose a second anymore and before she could realise what was happening, i held her hand and hurried towards our villa. As i entered the gate she opened her mouth to enquire what was happpening when i signed her to keep her mouth shut. Half of the hallway was crossed we were on stairs. Avinash was standing outside his room at the end of stairways which is opposite to my room. As we both reached near his room, i heard voice from behind. Voice of Francis Uncle asking "Prasanth! you just reached from office?"

Next thing what happenned was a disaster. I pushed her into avinash's room and we both closed the door from outside and turned back. Uncle was standing below at the start of stairs. We replied "Yes Sir, just arrived. How r u?"

"I am fine. Chalo fir to take rest. Carry on." saying this he went to kitchen.

Phew! that was a close call. I opened my room and then directed Avi to open his so that she can walk in to mine. I could see her smiling with little embarrasment. As soon as i closed the door i heard her asking "What was dis all happening?"

I replied with a naughty smile "Yaar, i din't remembered that we live in bachelors accomadation when i invited you. Anyways now we are in. So shall we start the movie."

She looked around and said "Nice room. Yeah we can play it."

I dimmed the light and switched on the projector. She was impressed as she said this "So you have a private theatre. Hmmm.. Am impressed."

I smiled and played the movie. Then for next 2 hours 45 mins we din't speak at all. The movie was really nice. I could see her crying when Shah rukh's son died. Well she looked much more better than what she sounded when we spoke in evening. By the end of the movie we had eaten 1 big pkt of cheetos, 2 Veg sandwiches and I litre of orange juice and it was 10 PM now.

She got up from the bean bag and turned towards me saying "Thaaaaank You for the wonderful evening. So much of panga you took for me. You really are nice person. "

I replied smiling "why are friends for? So you are happy na. Mood changed..?"

She answered "Yeah!... had a bad day at work but now all is fine. Thanks to you"

"Hey! In friendship No thank You, No sorry. Okay?" I said.

"Okay! So i will leave. Its late already." she said looking at her watch.

"Yeah!...just a sec, lemme check outside." sying this I came out of my room. The field was clear, so we both silently came out and reached near her car. As she was sitting in her car she said that she will remember this evening. I smiled and waived her bye as she drove back to her home.

I turned around started walking to my room as the unplanned date came to an end.

Met her (Part 3)

Yaar i never knew that going out with a girl will create so much hulla in my life.... I mean yaar, instead of me getting excited to meet a girl the people around me are more excited..... How do you feel as you are passing in corridor and your colleagues look towards you with a sly smile and say "Aaye boss!!! Coffee shoffee haan.... Sahi hai sahi hai.... Mithai Kab khilwa rha hai?"Matlab if you meet a girl, can't she just be a friend...? In my case to everyone thinks its direct marriage....

All thanks to Avinash, my friend, villie (roomie for roommate so i made villie for villamate) who publicised this like the Tehelka Tape..... And seriously, friends on one side my cousins also.... Day before yesterday, i called Jithu and first things he asks "How is Radhika chechi?" I thought "saaley mera haal to koi poocho..." I replied ''OH! she is fine..... How about you?He said " I am fine... So how was the coffee....?"I was like "it was not me who made the coffee.. it was a coffee shop, it will be obviously nice...." And this is how everywhere it is going..... In chandigarh, rekha (my sister) has already purchased a dress to wear on my wedding.... And when she told me this, I was like ki ye ho kya rha hai yaar.... Abhi tak to maine kuch socha bhi nahi.....and yahan mera band baj gaya hai....

Neways leaving all this shor behind, I had given Radhika a ring.... We talked for around 15 minutes.... And it was GENERAL talk....
OKAY.... Please CIA agents mat bano.... She asked me if there is any plan for this weekend so i told her that I was going to see my 50th movie in Qatar if My Name is Khan releases this thursday..... And it was a CO-INCIDENCE that she is a fan of Shahrukh Khan and was pretty excited to accompany me to that movie.... I have agreed but I have not told Avinash till now.... GOD knows how will react on this.... Then also thought to inform you that IF the movie releases this thursday WE are going out again..... Till then you people take care.... details bataonga....

Met Her Again at the Coffee Table.... (Part 2)

Oh God!!!! What a day... What a day it was....

Yeah Yeah.. My date this weekend.... Can't be called a date but just a meeting..... That's better... Even I prefer remebering it that way... Ok... lemme share happened...

I Hope you remember the girl I met... First of all lemme tell you people who are doubting me that I am dreaming again.... This is a fact and a very surprising one that I really met a girl whose name is Radhika.... And that the the first thing which pulled me into talking to her... Maybe God had something planned and those were the signals..... And except the name nothing is common between the dream girl and the real radhika...

Ok... I will tell you what happenned last thursday.... It was 4 PM and I was still stuck in office... I knew that i will be in dat situation as I am always, So I had taken a T-Shirt with me to change and directly go to citycentre which was like 10 minutes drive from my office.... Well I made it a point that i should be a Gentleman and reach on time... And i reached at TCBY 10 minutes early itself....

Then I took out my cell phone and typed her a msg..."Hey... I am at TCBY... Waiting for you... :)"

Beep... Beep... I checked the sms which said "So am I... :)"

I started looking around to see if I can see her, when someone patted me on my shoulder from behind.... I turned around to find her standing behind me...

''Wow! You look great" was my first reaction. And really she looked great. Wearing a light blue coloured full sleeves kurta, her long black hair flowing from one side in a tidy way... Pakka indian girl.....

She smiled and replied "Thank You... How are you....?"

"I am fine.... Lets go in..... What will you have...?" I asked her as we entered the coffee house...

"Hmmm... We came to have coffee.... Right?" she replied with a naughty smile as we sat on couch.

"Yeah, but TCBY has around 36 kinds of Coffee... Which one will you like....?" saying this i handed over the menu card.

"Well, I will like a cappucino..." she replied.

I waived the waiter to come and take our order. As he arrived I ordered "One Cappucino for the lady and One black coffee." As i ordered i looked towards her and asked if she would like to eat something. She nodded saying No.

However I turned to the waiter and said "And two cookies. That will be all"

Waiter turned around and walked towards the counter. And i looked towards her saying "Have you tasted cookies from here? they are too good...''

She smiled and replied "I haven't but will taste them today. But how could you drink Black Coffee... Yuck."

I didn't expect that... But now I was in a fix... What should I say... "OH! Its Just like that... Nothing special. So... how did you reach here....?" saying this I tried to take conversation to another track.

"I drove... I have a car." she replied.

"Thats nice. You got a license here. Hats off yaar. Its really a tough job to get a drivers license here." said I.

"Yeah... I got lucky..." she said proudly.

In came the waiter with our order. I thought Why do they serve so fast...

"So here is our order. Taste a cookie." i offerred her the cookie.

She took a bite and chewing saying "Hmmm... they are tasty. You have a good taste in food."

"Thank you... Thank you... So you know whom to contact when you want to eat out." said I doing ground work for our next meeting.

She started laughing and said "Hahaha... You are making platform so we can meet again...."

"Arey.. Why would I do that? Do friends need to find reasons to meet?" I asked

"Friends... when did that happen?" she smiled naughtily as she sipped her coffee.

"Well... aren't we? OH! ok.. so lets begin it here from here onwards..." i said.

"hmmm... thats interesting. we can work on this." saying this she smiled.

"So that means Yes....? We are friends now?" I asked.

"hmmm... i din't say that" she replied with her usual naughty smile.

"So.. dat means No...? we are not?" i pushed again...

Now she blushed..."I didn't mean that.."

"Ok... leave it... for me you are a friend... and will be. You can decide later. Lets enjoy coffee...." saying this i took a bite of cookie....

She didn't reply and smiled which meant she liked it..... Then we started general talks like what she liked and what i like. We finished our coffee and i checked time in my watch. It said 7. We had not realised we were talking over 2 hours.

She said looking at her watch "Well I have to leave. Thanks for the coffee."

I replied "You are welcome. So when will we meet again?"

The answer was least expected by me which was "Probably next week. Call me in between. We can talk and decide." I paid the bill and then we walked out of the shop. We said goodbye and walked away.

As i reached my car, my phone rung.... the message beep. Message said "Thank you for the evening and I think I have found one good friend in this country."

I smiled and wrote back " You are welcome" and then I drove back to room. Thats all happened.

What were you thinking, we sang a song and ran around some trees.

LOL.... Anyways I will tell whatever happens ahead in our friendship.
And one more thing... She is just a FRIEND.... Please don't use too much of brains...

Met Her.... Part 1

Beep... Beep... My phone gave the message tone.... ",

"Ab kaun hai" saying this I picked up my phone.

It had been a busy day for me and i wanted to just sit back and relax. With all the day of running around, i swore to god that i won't even get out of my room.

I read the message ", Hi, How are you?" the number was new. I didn't know it was, but I was surprised to get a message from a local number, because i can't think of any person in this place who will be asking me that how am i?

Curious to know who will be that I replied ", I am fine, but sorry i don't have your number saved in my phonebook. who's dat side?"

Beep... Bee... the phone was in my hand and i didn't allow the beep to complete. I opened the message which as i read brought smile on face.",You won't b havin ma num, becoz i din't give. I tld u dat i vil contact myself."

I knew who it was. It was the same girl whom I met at the Doha Souq meeting. She as the event manager for a event organised by Doha Souq and my company was the sponsor. I had gone there on behalf of my company and there we met. I was impressed to find a mallu girl in such a profile and was really impressed the way she had planned the things for the event. We had struck a good conversation and we found our intrests and ideas very similar. When I was leaving, I casually asked if I can get her cell number as I had her office Landline number only. She smiled and replied that she has my and will contact me.

I replied ", Hey.. How r u? So can I save this number?"

Beep... ",I am fine... Yeah... Dats why I msgd... :)"

I replied ",Ok... So you finlly decided to gimme ur num.... Thanks..."

Beep... beep.... ", Its not like dat, I wanted to giv it in morning itself but jst njoiid ur expression wen i din't giv u d num. but u wer sweet. din't get annoyed."

"Oh! dats a compliment... So would u like to hav a coffee with a sweet person." i typed it and thought for a sec before pressing Send button.

No reply.... i looked at the clock.... it is 5 min more.... I thought ", I should not have asked her out... Messed up all the things....." Cursing me i switched off the lights and lied down on the bed thinking dat now I won't be messaging her again.

Beep... Beeep.... ",Kool, 2maro at TCBY, citycentre at 5 PM... :) Gudnite... See ya" said the message.

I cudn't stop smiling as I replied ",Ok. See ya...." So I have a date this weekend.... I had forgotten all the stress i had for the day....

About the date I will tell you the detail when i get back. Till then... Its me signin offf.... Byeee....

(Psst: OH! by the way, I din't mention her name. Her name is Radhika )

Smoking....

No guys.... I am not going to give a lecture on smoking and not smoking.... Its no use because who wanna smoke will smoke, who doesn't will not....

Whole idea of writing this post is to tell that i tried it.... Since when i am asking people that why do they smoke, that i don't remember and it is still unanswered.... So Yesterday I thought that how will I know how it feels until and unless I smoke. So yesterday, I took a Marlboro White and lighted it. I smoked the first puff, nothing happened, second puff nothing happened, puff after puff but nothing happened. Cigarette finished, I threw the stub into the dustbin. All I felt was some smoke taste which was not so good.

And Now I am more confused because it does not taste good, it damages your lungs and other body organs, you smell shit and then also people smoke. What for?

GOD... enlighten me.... :-P

Reality Check

How funny it is....

We believe unreal things in our lives and never want to believe what is real even when we know it is real and it is the fact....

My Encounter With God....

Tring Tring....!! Tring Tring....!! Rang my cell phone... I looked at my mobile screen to see who was calling... To my surprise it said no number. Confused and thinking who's this, i picked up my phone and said "Hello."

"Hello!!" came a computerised voice which continued ", your request for an interview was accepted by God. Please reach your room by 7.30 pm and open your almirah. He will be waiting for you." saying this the call got disconnnected. Before i could react and say anything i could hear the disconnected tone.

The whole day i was restless. God waiting for me in my almirah??? I thought someone is playing prank and they would be expecting to see me restless and roam around telling what happened. So i played kool. But deep in my heart i was thinking, what if it is true... Naah... I can't be....

I reached back to my room at 7 and everything seemed to be normal. I checked my almirah where i have made a small temple kinda thing. Nothing happened and i thot in my mind that someone played wid me but he failed. With a winning smile i sat on my chair and started checking my mails, but the celebrations were not for long. Trrrrriiinng.. Trrrrinnnng.... At 7.30 my phone rang breaking the silence in my room. I answered the call with a surprise as again my caller id said no number. Same computerised voice answered when i picked up which said ", Your appointment is on. Please come in..." after that, what happened was really unbelievable.

My almirah opened itself and rays of light started coming out from it. The light was bright and blinded my vision, but somehow it was not hurting. The rays had a soothing effect and i started to feel a soothing effect all over me. Suddenly i heard a voice "Hi prasanth, How are you?" I could not see anyone as the rays were still bright. Blood was flowing at the maximum speed through my veins, i could feel the tension when first time heard the voice and i wanted to reply but no words were coming out of my mouth. I was tottaly dumbstruck. Somehow I gathered all the courage and replied "Who are you and why can't I see you?"

"I, I am the manger of this Universe.... Generator, Operator and Destroyer of this world. You people call me GOD." replied the voice.

"God!???" I answered with surprise "but why can't I see you and what are these lights which are blinding me?"

"Yes GOD, and yes you can't see me. Its because you believe in me, my every face, my every shape" came the answer which continued " people who believe in rama, see me as rama, who believe me as Krishna, see me as krishna, who believe me as Jesus could see me as Jesus but you believe in all of them. Thats why you won't see any of them but my pure soul and it is invisible."

"And what interview, how can I ask you for an appointment?" i questioned with confused thoughts still going all over my mind. God replied "Oh! you forgot day before yesterday, when you were reading about Haiti Earthquake and you said that you wanted to meet me and ask why do i do all this. I heard it and just came to meet you. Ask me what you wanted to ask?"

I couldn't believe my ears about what I heard. God came to meet me and answer my queries personally. ''Hey am I dreaming....?" I asked myself, but i was not. I realised that whatever it may be lets fire some questions. With all the energy which i was left with, I gathered myself and fired my question.

Me: Why do you attack poor countries? I mean, earthquake in Haiti which is the poorest country of Western Hemisphere? Famines and draughts in african region which are already poor. Why so? why not in devoloped countries? I don't say to hit devoloped countries but why this damage to be done by nature?

God: Its not correct what you are saying. Nature hits all the places, it does not discriminates countries as poor or rich. if earthquake hit in Haiti, then Katrina came in US. But yes this is true that Nature comes very harsh. But you should realise it is a cycle. Destruction is a part of the life cycle. Something is created when something is destroyed. Ok, look it from another point of view, to maintain love and feelings for each other in all my kids these things are required. If a country like US is hit, people will be sad but won't help because it is a devoloped country. But people come forward when some poor countries are hit. The helping desire enhances this way. Or else you people are now living a mechanical life, whereas i created you to live together in happiness and spreading love. Why were you sad and reading about Haiti? You wanted to help people in Haiti. But were you worried when Katrina hit US?'(I agreed, that we get more emotional if a poor country is hit with a natural calamity)

Me: God why did you made religions? So much hate and agony takes place due to this. Why?

God: Son, i never made religions. When I first created you and sent to this world, you believed that everything in this world was me. I mean, you worshipped Sun, Wind, Fire, Water, Soil, everything. But as you all started learning and more civilized you became ignorant to all this. You started destroying things which once you believed was me. At this juncture, I had to do something to reach out to the masses and i sent prophets and some of my incarnations to guide you. In process of reaching out to everyone, I came in different names but the message was same. Love all the people and living beings. But if have good kids, i also have bad kids. Those kids misguide people on name of religion and are destroying all i havecreated. What i teach and expect from my good kids is not to hate their brothers who are going in wrong direction, and guide them to the way of happiness and peace.(I too agree, most of us believe in every religion. We respect others thoughts, but there are few people in between us who try to use religion for their own benefit.)

Me: Why is there a difference in poor and rich? I mean why didn't you make everyone rich. If there was no poverty then world would have been so good.

GOD: Hahaha, Son this is again the cycle to run this world. If everyone is rich who will work? I mean have you ever seen a rich guy doing labour work? Have you seen a Landlord doing farming? If everyone is self sufficient, no one will work. So I gave roles to everyone. And to play these roles there has to be some driving force. These materialistic things are the driving force. I mean, will you work for your company for free. Or if your bank balance is 100,000 $ will you work?(i realised what i heard was correct. You won't work if you are rich.) Me: Hmmm.... What should i ask now? I still cannot believe that I am talking to you.... If it is true then why did you select me? I am not big bhakt or something.GOD: Hahaha, its not thatyou should be chanting my name whole day. Forme all of you are my kids. Some are naughty, some are simple. Some believe in me, some don't. About you being selected, it was just a random selection. I told you na, to pass my mesage i select people. You mail around, wrie blog so i thought why not use your help in spreading my message.

Me: Message??? What kinda message?

GOD: That you all humans are my children. You believe me in different forms and call me different names but in the end I am same. Don't fight over my names, believe in me and live, love and be happy. Learn from the nature, what it is teaching. Every sunrie teaches you that after every dark night there is a sunshine. So if you are going through tough time, you will have a better future. Seasons teach you that in life you have to pass through every phase, it will sunny sometimes, it will be rainy, it will be spring with flowers all around you. Believe in me, if something is happening, i have planned something. Don't fight over materialistic things, live the life gifted to you, enjoy it with your family and friends instead of worrying about increments and bonus. Don't care that your neighbour is being promoted and you are not because i have planned something else for you. Be happy with what you have and try to spread smiles around and you will find yourself smiling. Essence of living happily is to spread happiness and enjoy the life. Heal the world, make it a better place for you and the entire human race.

Me: Thank you GOD for selecting me as your messenger. I will do my best to pass this message to the world. and I am really blessed that you chose me to do this.

GOD: Thats all right but my dear son to pass this message you have to do one thing first.

I enquired ", Whats dat god?" Hearing my question I could make it out that GOD was smiling and then i heard a Voice....

"Wake Up! Wake up! oye you are late, you idiot its 6.45 already." came a voice with a bang on my door. I woke startled and realising it was my friend who was banging my door.

"Yeah, I am up." i replied with a grin on my face. then i looked around but everything was normal. It was dream, but was it? I don't know but i thought i will share it because i think it was something which was worth sharing.

The Day I fell In love....

Today i wanna share something special.... something that happens to everyone once in a life, with sumone.... yes it happened to me.... Yes!... I know you won't believe it but its true.... This thursday my Manager Mr. A (names not to be disclosed) as usual had some work for me... Infact for friday also... nd majboori ka naam mahatama gandhi... mujhe friday ko kaam karna he padega.... but is ek din ne meri life change kar di....

There are 7 indian schools in qatar and they were having Inter school competitions on a big scale for which my company had sponsored.... On Friday it was the final which was to be held at Doha Cinema from 9 AM till evening.... I was supposed to reach there by 10 in morning and stay there to make sure that our company's visibility was all over during the programme.... Because in evening our COO was supposed to come and give away the prizes i cud not even think of skipping the programme....

Well it was a usual friday with only unusual thing, that was me getting up by 10... OH Shit!... I was late..... got up from my bed, brushed, took bath (yes i brush and take bath, don't be surprised) and rushed in my car to the Venue.... I reached at 11.30, and as soon as i entered the hall, i cud hear a girl sing maapila pattu (mallu islamic song).... ", Gaya aaj ka din", i thought and entered the hall....

there was a genuine crowd, mostly parents of the participants, but the balcony seats were mostly empty. Neways i went around the area with one of the organisers and checked if everything was ok. Then Mr. O (organiser) directed me to the seats in front as we were the sponsors. I smiled and went towards the seat thinking ",mera dimaag kharaab hai yahan baithunga.... yahan to so bhi nhi skta... sabko dikhega....", I started looking for a seat behind.... and then decided to go to balcony section jo thoda distance mein and khali bhi hai.... I got up and sat in seat in balcony..... competitions were goin on... an invisible woman was announcing names of team for various categories... bache aate ja rahey they, apna naach gaana dikhatey ja rahey they... Main bore hone laga to i connected my mobile to net and entered google talk.... Started chatting wid people wen i felt a shadow crossed me.... ", Yahan kaun aake baith gya yaar....?", thinking this i looked around and saw an angel like girl sitting two seats apart from me....

OMG! Two seats next to me sat a typical Indian girl in a pink salwar kameez which complimented her very well... baal baandhey hue, duppatta iron kiya.... oh my god kya ladki hai yaar.... Aisa nahi hai ki ussey sundar ladki maine nhi dekhi but somehow uske chehre se nazar hattane ka dil he nhi kar rha tha... Koi jaadu sa tha usme.... Mere phone pe IM ka beep bajey ja rha tha par aisa lag rha tha ki bas usi ko dekhta rahun.... Before I could finish admiring her beauty she looked towards me... I realised that I was still staring at her and she had understood that... My mind started screaming", Oh God! kuch bol prasanth kuch bol, dekhta mat reh... Kuch bhi bol," And I did ask....

I asked ", You came to see the competition?", and fir sochne laga ," Wah! How smart.... abey woh kya yahan tujhe milne aayi hai, competition chal rha hai usko he dekhne aayi hogi,"... With a confused expression (thanks to my smart question) she answered ", Yes, My sister is participating in one of the competitions." and then she started looking in to her mobile like reading some sms. I wanted to speak more to her, but pehle he mooh khol kar maine apni akal dikha di thi so i was jst avoiding to spit out more stupidity, when she turned towards me again and asked with a smile ",You are here with someone who is participating?" But i wasn't listening, i was busy admiring her eyes and her smile ", Oh God! kya hasti hai yaar...", when she repeated again realising i wasn't listening. ", Hunh! Yes.. Oh! no no... no one." as i was saying this i realised ki main kya yes no yes no kar rha hun... Meri antar aatma chillai ki abey ek baat pe ruk... Yes Or No....Coming back to senses I replied clarifying ", I mean, I am from CGC, CGC Nokia, I mean we are sponsors."

"Oh! so u r not a malayalee?" she enquired. Mujhe apne mallu hone pe itna garv kabhi nhi hua tha. I replied with a smile ",Arey nahi, I am a mallu, I mean malayalee." (kar di thi maine gadbad bol k mallu). tabhi khayal aaya ki naam bta de to shayad wo bhi naam bta de.... I said bending on her side ", Oh! by the way I am Prasanth... and you?" ",I am radhika, Radhika Menon." she replied. Radhika, kitna pyara naam hai.... Mann he mann socha Ma tere liye bahu mil gyi.... Wo uth k mere saath wali seat pe aake baith gyi. Aisa laga ki aaj bhagwan se lottery bhi maangu to shayad wo bhi de dega....

When she came next to me we started talking. I came to know that they were from Calicut and her parents were settled here. Her dad is working in Qatar Petroleum and she just came back after completing MBA and was searching for a Job. Her parents had gone to kerala, dats why she was here accompanying her sister. Mann he Mann main sochne laga ki yaar sab kuch set hai, kerala se hai, pyaari bhi hai, shaadi kar he leta hun. We were discussing about each other when she said ", I have seen you before also." At that moment of involuntary reflex, my brows raised and mouth opened with an expression "How... What?? She continued saying "Yesterday you came to BPS (birla Public School) with some colleague of yours." I replied "yeah, it was me and our Visual Merchandiser." I could not believe that she remembered because i was there for just an hour and there were so many people. How did she remem me. I wanted to know but darr bhi lag raha tha ki kuch bakwaas pooch lunga.. But u see, I was not able to resist asking that idiotic question of mine and asked her “But how do u still remember me, having seen me only once that too in that crowd?” She did shy for a while, before revealing that I was very impressive that day. She said that her friend noted me first as my dark blue shirt was striking enough to make heads turn! She also said the way I carried myself in style that made her friend fall for me! I seriously didn’t know how to react, as I was bemused thinking if only that style of mine made her fall for me?? I was not convinced with the reply but I did not want to make her feel uncomfortable asking more about that day. Anyways I felt good, though that was not what I expected. I mean not her friend fall for me. Nevertheless, in that next moment of honest confession she said, “Yeah true …Even I felt you were really good that day”. Hmmm.. Now I realized that she was really interested in me and from somewhere I got some confidence to move further.

She was not done yet. Her confession continued as she told me that she saw me sitting alone here so she came around so that she can speak to me and she was really being attracted towards me. I cud not believe my ears and was njoin every moment at that point. Yaar koi ladki mujhse attract ho rhi hai... Kya baat hai.... Aaahun Aaaahun, Aaaahun Aaahun.... Maine apne dil ki party ko jaldi se khatam kiya and then I looked into her eyes. She was feeling very shy on admitting everything to someone she spoke for the first time. I could see the love in her eyes and somehow i was feeling from inside that yes she is the girl. My heart was shouting that take her home with you. Dil se zor zor se awaaz aane lagi abey pata le, pata le, abhi propose karde, she will agree....." It seemed everything was happening so fast.

I regrouped myself for the brave act I needed to do tonight. I started “Radhika..When i was came here i thought what i was doing here wasting my day but now everything is falling into places” in my trademark idiotic way! She smiled with a slight confused expression and nodded her head. I continued adding some sense to what I said “ Yeah. I mean that I found you and i realise without you sitting next to me, my day wud not be so beautiful. Thank you!” She said in a girlish way “Come on Prasanth”! and stretched her hands, relaxing. I did not know what I was doing, but I clung her right hand… so tightly with my both hands and in the next second, trying to be romantic I opined, “Do u love me and can we marry each other”?

I did not feel I did a mistake, after seeing her expression not so harsh. She was bewildered though! May be she did not expect my proposal so soon. I could feel she was not comfortable! But I was wrong! She thought for a while and she placed her left hand upon mine and said “I feel I m lucky”! Now this confirmed that she has accepted my proposal. I was on cloud nine! I stood up and jumped high in the air and THUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I found myself on floor in my room. I checked my watch and it was 12 in the noon and i realised i haven't gone to the programme. As usual i already reached programme but in my dreams..... OH god! I am late for that programme.....

I got ready thinking about radhika and what i dreamt.... I went to the competition but I didn't find any radhika.... Hopefully kabhi to milegi... Yahi soch ke khuda hafiz kaha ki shayad this is what it means to how you fall in love..... falling from your bed in your dreams......

A Bucket of KFC, 7UP and 3 Movies

First of all Happy New Year to everyone......

I hope you people njoid ur new year party in your own way.... Every year I also make it a point to go out with frnds nd hav a new year bash... This year i was totally confused that what will I do.... because i din't have anyone around me with whom i wanted to celebrate new year...

Thought to celebrate in different way... just with me and myself.... Went and got a bucket of KFC family meal... Sat in my room, went through the photographs of my vacation back home in 2009.... njoiid the happy momments.... saw 3 movies and welcomed 2010.... And somehow I realised that It is our mind and heart which we have to control... Its not that you can only njoi if u r around with frends (yeah u vil njoi more) but if they r not there at least cherish the momments you had... Believe me had a gr8 time with those cherished momments....

So those who were sad being alone... you are not alone.... think about the happy momments and you will be surrounded by your loved ones....

chalo take care

Byeee

DTA: Don't Trust Anybody

First of all I should make it clear that what I am going to write is not to point anyone out...

Lately in journey of life, I (Infact everyone at some point of life) have realized that trust is one of the very vital aspects of life.... And it is also a very tricky one on the same side... Its like you can't trust everyone but on the same point you have to trust everyone.... You just can't do everything on your own.....

I don't say that don't trust anyone as written on the Title, I say trust everyone but on the same time be prepared to find it broken... I mean if you are depending on someone, always try to keep a backup.....

And its not only in case of others but it applies on you also.... I mean ur ownself... For example u decide to do something for someone and when u r doing it u may realise that work may affect u in bad way... U may break the trust of that someone to save urself....

In the end what i feel is that even if we can't control other peoples decision but in your own case, try to keep up the trust... because no sound comes if trust is broken but it pains alot....

Apprehensions....

Many times in our lives we avoid talking or contacting people anticipating that the other person will take it in wrong way. Sometimes we do this to people who are very close and dear to us. Why? Why don't we realise that its always better to open up instead of keeping things inside.

What i feel is that relations are like standing on a bridge. There may be gaps and distance but one should remember that in the end the bridge is connected. Its us who has to decide that should we walk in opposite directions or towards each other. When as a human we apprehend something we should remember that what you think may be wrong. One should have confidence in the relation you are having.

Its a universal fact that humans think to avoid hurting a specific person only if that person so close to you. You give a damn to people whom you don't care. My question is, if you love that specific person so much its obvious that this person also cares about you. So why to be afraid of talking and telling what you feel. The relations work good if it has trust and faith....

Don't you think that Apprehensions is one of the root causes in conflicts in life.....

Dreams

Sometimes, when a song is being played we try to njoi the music which is goin....

nd very rarely we concentrate on the lyrics.... No reasons that these days many songs come which have very abstract lyrics... means nothing.....

I was listening this hindi song from a new released movie... not so promoted but a song which tells you whats happening.... Read the lyrics....

Jo tujhe jagaaye
Neendein teri udaaye...Khwab hai Saccha wahi

(this is the song... this won't say anything... but the lines in between tells us something... Read on...)

Manzilon pe tyohaar hai
Lekin woh haar hai
Kya khushi apno ke bin

Hai adhoori har jeet bhi
Sargam sangeet bhiAdhoora hai apno ke bin
Khwabon pe badal Chaney do lekin
Rishton ki lok bacha ke barasna

Today when everyone is concentrating on their jobs and goals, we forget why we are doing this... When we were studying, we want to grow up, be successful and earn for our happiness and our family... But do we do this....?

Today people are so busy with profession and their targets that the sole purpose was to bring happiness to your family.... You buy million dollar gifts for your family, if you are not there to share the smiles when they see those gifts, it is worthless...

When you are running to top, remember that once you reach there you shouldn't be alone...

It feels like shit to be always misunderstood...

How many times have you ever undergone a situation, when whatever you say or do comes "Boom" back on you...? I mean you say something which might be useful or good. But its considered that you are trying to make fun or just trying to insult sumone.... You joke and its a fault... and if you r serious you are trying to be bossy...

Phew... Thats bad... Really bad.... People who always took your suggestion now think you are going to use the opportunity and kick their ass.... Even the closest pal thinks that you are just not fine... and avoids talking to you... Don't know then why do we have freinds and near and dear ones... When you are in need of help, you know you have some problem, they know that you have some problem then why don't they stand next to you and help you to stand up instead of pointing finger on you and inform you that " You have changed". I know, but tell me how? on what juncture did I hurt you.... On which point....? or whateva I am saying are the poisonous arrows piercing you throughout your body....? If its that so, then kick me out.... or just tell me my faults....

Because it hurts when you are told, that i know you have a problem, you know you have a problem... and then a silence....

SOrrY....

I see that this word SORRY is being used quite commonly these days.. Ppl dnt realise that they are using this word for apologising. Its just become an habbit.. We have lost the feelings of apology when we utter this word.. Said a bad word, say "Sorry" Hit someone say "Sorry". Did not go on time say "Sorry" . Cant help out someone when that person is asking for help say "Sorry" Its become like U give someone a tight slap without any reason and Say "I AM SORRY". Its become an easy way out to run away from troubles caused by our mistakes... Ok its not bad to say sorry...but then one should realize the true meaning of this word.. I was just thinking about this word what must it be meaning... May be its a combination of words together... So I put it this way....

S- sincerely
O- offering apology
R- right from my heart
R- realising my mistake and truly apologising to
Y- you, with a promise to try not to commit that mistake again...

I guess life has become tooo mechanical... we dont even realize that in a day how many people we hurt...but then ya, we too are humans and humans do make mistakes...The only thing is that we must realize the true meaning of this word... That will help our heart to be at peace...!!

Remember when we say something we should mean it... Because if we don't people don't rely on our words....