Jul 11, 2010
Caught in the War...
Jul 5, 2010
Kya Main Tulsi apne Aangan Ki???

I asked myself "What am i doing?"
I was feeling like i am a working wife.... i hve to go office, and same time thinking of cooking and feeding my roomies... What the hell? Am i a married woman....? Prasanth wake up.... what r u doing?
The cooking fever went down same second and i came back to senses.... So for last 2 days, we are again back to KFC and yesterday my friend cooked as there was no sign from me to get up and co
I am saved from turning in to Tulsi of my aangan.... and next time i would have found myself watching the daily soaps on Star Plus.... :P
Chalo so its happy news for you people that Prasanth is back as perfect he was.... :)
Jun 18, 2010
At Last Radhs Says YES...!!!!

Had been a happening time since the last time i mailed you Radhs email....
Past couple of weeks Radhs was being counselled by her parents to get married... Ammai is on all time persuation mode nowadays and best part is that now she doesn't mind Radhs meeting me.... Last week she sat and told ammai that we dont have anything alike and the way my attitude is i have no plans of getting married... Even ammai invited me for dinner at their place nd her enquiries have reduced.... For that matter she likes me now and later this week i had solid proof for it.....
Day before yesterday Ammai called me up and told me that she wants me to talk to Radhs parents... It was a serious matter and they wanted Radhs to get settled now. By settled they meant to get her married and she was not agreeing for it. And thats true, she has a very strong charecter and she knows what she wants. She has an idea that what kind of guy she wants and when she will be ready for marriage. Her parents when were discussing with ammai about this matter, ammai mentioned about me and they found me as a perfect solution for their problem. I had a chat with Radhs dad and i totally understood what agony a girls father undergoes when his daughter is not ready to get married. He discussed the status and i agreed. I told them that i would go ahad with the proposal and will make Radhs to say Yes...
Yesterday i decided to go ahead with my plan....
I asked her to come at City centre where we can sit in COSTA.... She was waiting at the entrance of the City Centre Mall as i had told her that i was parking my car when she had called me after reaching. As I approached near gate, she pointed at her watch....
I smiled and said "You know me.... Now Come on"
"Yeah Yeah.... No use of saying anything to you...." she said We were walking towards Costa and i was thinking how to start the topic....
when she said.... "How come you invited me for a coffee..? Nowadays you are always busy with priya..."
"Yeah today i thought to have a change... Waise its more fun with her...."
"OH! so why did you let her go....? you could have stayed with her only... Waise why don't you propose her....?" she said teasingly... "She nice and fun to be with... right?"
"Yeah, that seems to be a good idea... but I am more worried of you.... You know i dnt hav any plans to get married... but what about you.....? why r u not getting married....? already u have started looking old..." i laughed as i said.....
We had reached COSTA... She chose to sit on a table with couches....
As she sat, she replied my answer.... "yeah... i will get married... am not like you.... afraid of relationships.... jst confused... its a big decision...."
This is my chance... I thot as i said.... "Jokes apart, yaar you need to think about it.... In case of us guys we can avoid it till age of 27 or 28 but you need to start thinking now..."
"Hmm.. I know, even dad is behind me... But am confused... Can't decide..."
"Do you like someone...?" i asked quickly....
"Are you crazy....? Won't you know if i did..... Only guy i speak alot is you, and you are my pal... And waise bhi you will be the last person i will think to get married with..."
I can't express how relieved i was to listen that last line....
"Hmm... dat was a compliment to me.... thank god you won't think of gettin married to me...." i gave a gap as i continued.... "hey... lets do one thing.... I will help you select a guy.... lets see the profiles on web as well as the proposals your dad sending.... wat say?"
She gave a loud laugh...."What..? really.... will this work?" then she gave it a thot and said... "well lets try it.... neways i have to get married... i hope your help works...."
"Yeah... lets do it.. and in return you can introduce me to more of your single friends in your office...." i gave her a wink as i said....
"Deal... i will.... "
"So its a YES... Rite...?"
"YES... I agree....."
Mission Successfull... Her dad had requested me to make her agree to at leaststart looking for guys.... for marriage... He had told me that nowadays kids listen to friends and according to ammai's description she thought i could only make Radhs agree for marriage... So now i am personal advisor for Radhs...
Any eligible guys if available, you can send the resume to me... We are on GUY hunt.... ;)
Jun 17, 2010
Radh writing for you
Hey ppl....
Radhs has been so intrested with the replies you send me for her that she wanted to join the mail party... I mean she wanted to write to you guys.... But i won't share my pwd to her.. SO she mailed me which i am forwarding to you.... Now dnt be that smart... i have removed her ID... neway here you go....
---------- Forwarded message ----------
Date: Wed, Jun 9, 2010 at 11:50 AM
Subject: RADHS writing for U
To: mail2kppn@gmail.com
hey Please send this mail to whom you write... pls..... u promised..... thanks
Hello
I hope you know me. I am Radhika, I think prashant calls me Radhs in his blog…. Infact he calls me like that only… Sometimes I doubt if he is calling Radhs or Rats… :P Anyways I wanted to write to you, nothing special…. Just wanted to…. I feel so special when I read your funny replies…. As prashant always says, we are jst good friends…. But its funny when I read things like sahi hai, life ban gyi bhai aap ki... then i jst can't stop laughing....
I have seen almost everyone of you in photographs... Prasanth has shown me all of you... be it family, be it friends... i can't name one becoz even i dnt know to whom all he sends this mail... He is very cunning... Never discloses his list of recievers.... I wanted to tell you that you all are so sweet.... Always there with him, and Prasanth is so lucky to have you all bonded together.... I envy him alot for this.... But he says that "i am the centre of attraction right now in your all discussions." so I just blush and feel happy...thank you people.... for making me a part of your mails and life...take care.... i will keep on writing of this idiot gives me a chance again.... this time also he made me fall on my knees to allow me write.... that too he never discloses the recievers address....
bye take care
Radhika
no no...
Withs lots of love
RADHS.... :)
Jun 5, 2010
Why DO GALS feel Jealous
Enters Priya.... Yes Priya is new joinee in our team and she joined last week.... Her family is living here and she is a MBA from delhi.... Very dynamic gal, full of energy and always on run... really impressed me with the innovative ideas.... and somehow to RADHS agony my and Priya's wavelength have matched very well....
I have always told Radhs about me writing about her to you and she njoiid reading the mails i wrote with her being a part of it.... when i was india, wen ma cusins asked abt her and wanted to see her, she allowed me to show her pics... (now pls dnt ask me to show becoz i wont publish her pics....) and used to call me when i was in INDIA.... Somewhere i am njoiin to hav a gal frnd (naaah.... she is a gal and a close pal, not the GIRLFRIEND)
When i came back, i was busy for the couple of weeks with all nokia team coming nd going, so RADHS was patient.... but last week, joins PRIYA and i am the one taking care of her induction.... From the day i told her that, the frequency of her calls have increased.... calls me Just like that and asks me what am i doing.... And when i tell her that I am busy, i hear indirect comments ",yeah yeah... you will be busy..... Hows priya...? she must be around... go train her... i will wait for you to get free...."
Can't stop laughing wen i am writing this.... but thats what is happening around.... nd i am njoiing it.... i have 2 gals around me.... one very who doesnt know what is happening..... one who is thinking that she knows what is happening.... and in between me waiting to see that what will happen....
Now u tell why do gals feel Jealous....? Any comments??
Jun 1, 2010
An Angels Fairy Tale....
Recently i got to know a angel who has a fairy tale... i read it and it was sweet and simple... thot to post it.... Here you go....
MY LIFE……. A FAIRY TALE
First book I bought on my own from my pocket money when I was in class II was ‘Cinderella’…. I love the story of Cinderella, Beauty and the beast, Snow White, Anastasia...…. What is so different about these stories…… They are so like my life…. They are fairy tales :)…. Of course all fairy tales are not the same….… my fairy tale is different too… my life is not perfect neither I am but I love it the way it is…. I dream a lot and I do believe in divine power above me…. I feel there is a strong power around me which is there to help me and fulfill my wishes…. And the best part… I have got the best of people around me…. Best of family and great friends…. I remain high on life… each moment I feel like a princess…. My state of mind is positive and pleasant… Sometimes am crazy… I always do whatever I feel like… I don’t care about what ‘others’ will think of me….. And I am grateful to God for giving me such a brilliant life….. Whether I am alone or with people I remain in my own world…. A different world… and I do miss the time I spent in past… that was always so good… my life in Noida when I was staying there… I miss the days those sleepless nights in which I used to stay awake with net or phone or music and rarely with books…. I used to have my own spoiled routine with bad food and sleeping habits… but I loved that…. I managed my fitness routine quite well... Along with other things…. I miss those malls which were like second home just like its Priya’s in Delhi… I hardly missed Priya’s or saket out there…. though Staying alone was scary for initial 2-3 days but then I got used to it and got used to roam in the house after mid night without even a feel of thrill… ;) though that was the time I really missed my family and my Delhi which is always the best no matter wherever I go.. Now sometimes I do miss those days… And I know after going back I’ll miss my Delhi again…. And the most my family L….. So perfect every moment of my life is that I miss every second I spent… and I wanna hold my present and never let it go…… And eagerly wait to see what future holds for me….I have got things I like to have and more I want I’ll have in coming years…. That’s why am studying… I have hopes and faith… I know someday I’ll have everything else I want to have…. Sometimes I am bad… unlike the characters of fairy tales... That’s why I said my story is different ;) but I don’t do it intentionally…. It happens itself sometimes… but then no one is perfect nor I am… Every moment is just Wow for me!! I am madly and deeply in love with life…. In hard times I sometimes go into extreme sadness but I come back to my pleasant state of mind pretty soon… that’s the trait of scales my sign…. When I am in pleasant mood… I am the happiest person on the earth…… well that’s not all about my fairy tale there are so many other things…. I feel I am living a dream life and I still have dreams for more….. Of course there are missing things I still want… and I know I’ll have those things soon... ;)Why I call my life a fairy tale is coz there are many miracles in it…. its magical just like some fairy around me hearing me and fulfilling my wishes…. Though life is not always that easy but then that’s life…. Its shades….. And of course neither life in fairy tales is so easy ;)
I love people around me and thankful to God for such a blessed life… :)
Love you God!!
Badmasshi For Badmaash Company...
How r u guys....?
You all people made fun of me when i told you that my coffee plan was foiled..... but don't think i gave up... Ammai (Aunty) problem has been resolved.... Now I am the one who plans roster for AMMAI at her hospital.... If you ppl dnt remember, i will remind you that Radhs ammai is nurse at Appollo in here.... It took me 2 week, 2 very boring evening and 2 bottles of JD (Jack Daniels) to make "Laxman Perera" a good friend of ours.
Yes, I would like to introduce you to Laxman Perera. A small thin and dark guy from Sri Lanka who is the time keeper and the planner of roster fo the nurses working in Appolo... It was by luck that one day i was thinking how to solve this ammai when one of my colleagues told me that has to pick his cousin from Appollo and can he leave early.... When i came to know who his cousin was, i went myself with him to pick and drop his cousin.
Laxman is a simple guy and his weakness is booz... Which i realised on the very first day i met him... Even though me and my friends never drink for him we organised two parties in between... And he feels that we are his best friend now... And who won't help his best friend... So from now onwards i can depute ammai for an evening duty and plan accordingly.... And same way this week i did my Badmaashi to watch Badmaash company with RADHS.... this thursday was gr8 as we had enough time to watch the movie and sit for the cancelled coffee at Coffee Beanery... And sweet little ammai was busy at her duty thinking that her sweet little niece is at home.... Thats it, now dont expect me to tell you all the things we talk..... Yaar, now that is more of a personal affair... ;)
Ammai- Big Time Trouble....
Hey ppl...
have lately been busy to update you about the happenings back here in Qatar.... What to do, office work and other than work, now i have Radhs Ammai (her aunty).... I hope you remember the airport episode where i had gone to surprise but was surprised.... From that day Radhs is in big time trouble... Her sweet aunty has turned into a black cat commando who is always keeping an eye on her sweet little niece... Ofcourse by now you people have understood from whom she is protecting her niece... Yes, the lucky guy is me.... Now what to do... my face says it all... NO one considers their daughters or nieces safe with me... Probably it is the big round eyes which does the trick... Can't say... Neways last few weeks have been very funny... in case of radhs... it has been now long that me and radhs went out.... SO last week we went out for coffee.... it was nice evening after a long time...
It was thursday and i called up Radhs... asking her the plan... she said there was no such plans... So i invited her for a cup of coffee... At the coffee beanery.... where we had our first coffee together... she agreed... i enquired that what abt ammai.... she said she will make an excuse and escape.... i went home, had a shower, dressed up and headed to citycentre..... i was supposed to reach at 8 and as usual, with my best timing... i reached there by 8.10.... as i was going up on the escalator, my mobile sounded 'Ting"... thats my msg tone... It was frm Radhs... Probably she had reached and was waiting for me... Thinking that i ignored reading that msg... I kept my mobile back to my pocket as i neared the first floor.... the coffee beanery is on right side to the escalators and i was walking towards it wen i saw radhs... But someone was sitting opposite to her... Oh My God... My footsteps automatically moved to the opposite direction as soon as i realised the person accompanying her... AMMAI was there... i escaped the visibility range of the Coffee beanery.... Out of their sight i took my mobile to see what radhs had sent in that message
It read... "Escape!! Ammai"... i smiled and thot that atleast we can have coffee together on the same floor.... Thinking that i went to Starbucks and ordered coffee.... I was smiling at our luck as i sipped coffee at starbucks and she sipped coffee at Coffee beanery....
Apr 7, 2010
RADHS IN DOHA….
But do u expect me to sit back at home…. I was at airport arrival to give her a pleasant surprise… Her plane had landed nd she cud be out in next half an hour…
There she is…. Pulling her trolley bag besides her and walking straight towards exit… She din’t see me so I thought to startle her by going around her….
“Oye Kidaan…!! Haan vai hows U???”
Radhs turned around nd her face was more of a shock expression than a surprise which I expected…. “You… You r here? Oh GoD… I had tld you na not to come…. My aunt…!!!”
Before she could complete her sentence, a lady in her fifties, wearing a sari and with a air bag was standing next to both of us…. Looking towards Radhs in a questionable look she asked “Aarrranu moley…? (who’s he?)
Radhs… totally blank faced kept on staring on me… I could see that she was still recovering from shock… I had to do something to help her but what… nd the bulb glowed… “Hey!! So u r cumin from vacation… gr8… how was it?” (like I din’t know that she was in kerala)…
She got my plan (thank god that gals use brain sometimes)
“Yeah jst landed” saying this she turned towards that lady saying “Ammai, ivan Prasanth, ende office de client aa… malayalee aa… (Aunt he is Prashant… Our Office client, he is a mallu)….
Aunty looked at me with a doubtfull face…. I smiled back and said “Namaskaram, njan ende oru friendiney drop chiyaan vanadha… appol aa radhikaey kandathu… (I came to drop my friend and was going back wen I saw u ppl)….
“Hello…” she was least interested to meet… then she looked at Radhs and asked “can we go now?”
“How r u going? If u want I can drop u….?” I offered my services to aunty…
Radhs was givin me expressions frm eyes to avoid the drop service… but I had already asked nd I had to stand on it…. :P
“No, Thanks” said aunty… “We will take a Taxi. It will be trouble for u”
I said “Ok… as u say.. but I have no problem nd it is already 10… it will be costly as now it will be double charge… I live in Abu Hamour and ur place will be on the way… No issues…”
“Oh! You know where we live?”
I din’t expect that coming from aunty… and I could see in radhs eyes that she will kill me….
“No, I mean abu hamour is one corner, nd any place will be on d way…” I dnt know if I escaped that kill by aunty…”
but now radhs intruded…
“Ammai, lets go… already I am tired… chalo pls…”
Now Ammai had no choice… she nodded and I escorted them to my car….
In car, as we drove, there was total silence… Now, I realized if I took them straight to their place without asking the address we will be caught… So I tld radhs to guide me to road…
To start a conversation, I asked aunty “aunty, u work here…?”
“Yes, I m a senior nurse at Hamad. What do you do other than dropping and picking people from Airport…?”
She was ready to Kill me… Dnt know why? But I had to escape…
“Hahaha… I am a team Leader in Nokia.”
“nd how do you know Radhs…”
“Ammai, I tld u na, they are our clients… We do promotions with them on Doha Souq…” radhs came for the saving….
Then we started business talks to avoid ammai… Hows the sale on Doha souq, any new promos… and all this…. Nd we reached their home…. I dropped them and was a quick good bye…
Today morning Radhs called me and we were both laughing at the incident that happened…
“Now c’mon yaar how cud I know that ur ammai will be there at airport” I asked her…
“I wanted to tell u wen I called u on 4th… but ammai was there also… waise bhi she is very suspicious that whom I call in Qatar and if she knows that we used to meet, she gonna make a mess of it in home… she loves me a lot na…”
“yeah.. yeah… the love was killing me…”
“So she is now back to office…??”
“yes… but now she will be more vigil on me… kyunki she has never seen me talking to any guy like this… she tld me yesterday also that I was extra friendly with you…. Wats goin on…”
“What did u say…? Waise is there sumthing goin on?” I asked cunningly…
“yeah yeah… u dream it… chalo bye… lots of work pending due to my leave… Will see ya soon…”
“Bye.. take care… say hello to ammai” I said…
“Yeah I will (laughing)” saying this she disconnected….
SO my friend RADHS is back…. Nd rocking…. Will update you thing time to time…
Apr 6, 2010
My Screw Ups....
Me and God have a fun relation. When I used to be small, ma parents used to take me to temple and tell me to fold hands, close your eyes and wish whatevr u want… God listens and then blesses u for your dreams…. I dnt know wen I started to believe that god is a friend of yours and we never need to tell him that we need this… they say that god is everywhere and resides in ur heart so why to wish anything… The only thing I started to say when I used to be temple or any place where I pray, “Hey God!... how r u? (I believed that we go and tell him our problems, who will ask his troubles. Although he nvr shared ne of troubles to me). Please bless everyone and keep everyone happy. (becoz I was tld by someone that if some one prays for u god processes it fast. When I used to say everyone, it included me also so no special prayers for me).
Apart from that there was one more thing I usually add. Top secret which I think God took seriously. I use to say If you wanna trouble someone, try me but keep everyone happy.
Why I am saying that these words were taken seriously becoz lately I realized that whatever I do or work on ends to a screw up. Although somehow I can’t stop laughing wen all this happens. That will be another feature added to my character by him. :-P
But my friends get mad nd frustrated… wat to do they r with me…. But that is another aspect which GOD has always kept in mind. They have given me some very good friends who stand with me even wen I m in a deep shit. Little complaints r always there but in the end they r with me…. :-P
Why am I writing this all becoz recently I started reviewing screw ups of my life… thot of writing it as a record for future generation… General day to day activities are now normal for me… nd if write it will be same for you…. Whatever route I take or suggest has traffic… the road may be closed for some repairs…. Blah blah blah!!!! This happenes to almost everyone…
Some uncommon are like wheneva I have money to send to india (large amount, small amt I nvr see rate for that) the exchange rate will be at the bottom… after cumin to Qatar the lowest exchange rate was 12 .40 INR for 1 Qar… today it is 12.19…. nd still dipping… :P
Neways that all is normal But these ones are funny….
I still remem my Engg. Drwng Exam in 2nd Sem of my Diploma… I completed my paper in One hour nd friend behind me was struggling to draw the lines straight…. We exchanged sheets, I drew his answers also… exchanged them successfully… No one caught us… No troubles… successfully cheated…. Were very proud of our friendship nd fooling the invigilators…
Result came: I flunked in that paper nd my friend passed…. Still we dnt know how that happened…. Nd till date I can’t stop laughing on that…
Some that happened with my friends….
When I was new in Qatar, I used to move around with on Mr. R (dnt wanna name neone)… From the time I started moving around with him, his car started to have accidents… it was like his car is parked nd then also ppl will come and hit him…. Nd the funny part of all this was every time Police blamed the mistake on him…. So that means repairs from own pocket…. We never realized that it was my effect or so but later wen I got my own transport till date he had not even a single accident….
To add more strength to that, one of the safest driver we have seen in qatar Mr. J asked me to accompany him to a mall… we entered parking lot… a hummer was in front of us… suddenly what happened to the driver, she reversed and BOOM… the front of our car gone….. Now that’s wat KISMAT is all about…. From that day ppl think twicebefor giving me lift….
Window Cracking
This was another comic experience…. But a very costly affair… Mr. R brought his brother in law’s Pathfinder…. He was teasing us showing the keys when my friend A snatched the keys nd threw it to me… We both ran in the car sat and started to drive…
Pls note the speed… may be 5 Kmph…nd moved hardly 10 mtrs… I saw Mr. R running behind us (in rear mirror)… I felt pity and applied breaks…
Thud!!... A was not wearing belt… nd he was looking behind… when I applied brake he was disbalanced nd his head hit windshield… but he was still laughing which showed it was paining but fine…. The next scene was shocking… there was a crack in the windshield… Very visible to naked eye… We shunted out 1400 QAR to get it changed (15000 INR)…. But what we r still confused is what was A’s head made of…. J
MY 5 day short Vacation….
My vacations were due in May.. then also I got it approved from management in Feb…. It was ma bro’s marriage… and the wedding dress was purchased by me…. All packed, I was excited to leave…. One day more to go and my boss come and tells me that I have to cancel my vacations… Some important work where I need to be present… had an argument, day long debate nd was allowed to go for 5 days… to attend marriage…
I sat at airport telling myself… this is the limit, my vacation got cancelled, I was failed in driving license test without even asking anything, I have only 5 days but now I will hav a smooth flight nd njoi the party… I purchased some chocolates for my nephews nd nieces.. filled them in my bag nd was zipping it… the zip came in my hand… J
It was funny scene me sitting at airport and transferring my clothes in to newly purchased 200 riyal bag which I cud get outside for 50 bucks….
Well I m not writing more or I will make u ppl fall asleep or not be friends with me NEMORE…. Secondly u mite think “this is nothing… I have a better one…”
Waise wateva it is, i still believe God is with me and takes care of me...
Mar 23, 2010
And She's Back....
Till yesterday night i felt disgusted, with the boring life nd the tedious work atmosphere... and now everything seems to be gr8... yipeeee....
You may be thinking ki what happened to me.... Am i going insane... NO!!!!....
I was imagining who could be it in morning 5 AM.... That tooo an unknown number with a creepy STD code from India... As i picked up the phone i was stunned to hear her voice...
"Hi Prasanth, How are you?"
"Radhs!!! Is that you??? Oh! God.... I am fine, how r u? but where r u? u disappeared like anything? yaar whats happening?"
She giggled and replied "Arey ask one by one.... Yeah i disappeared but i tried to call you the day i left but u din't pick up..."
I interupted "Yeah i was playing, I saw ur misd call nd had called back u but it was switched off... abey what had happened?
"Arey baba, Let me complete..." she said
"yeah! tell me.."
"remem that day when i was li'l down nd den u nd me saw MNIK... actually my granny was sick nd d situation was very bad... I wanted to meet her but my office was not giving me leave... but next day, on thursday evening, i tld them i won't work nemore if i din't get leave and i resigned. On friday afternoon, my senior manager called me nd tld that he came to know about situation just now... He had done all the arrangement nd i cud leave in next flight which was in 3 hours.. SO i was in hurry nd i tried to call u in between bt cudn't reach you...."
"Yeah! but you cud hav called me from India...?" I asked.
"Sir jee, jst google Kodenchery.... one small village... and from day i have reached here i cudn't make a call... even to my office... Will u believe that cellular service is still not available here... Today i came to town so got a chance to make a call nd i m calling u evn before calling ma office"
"Hmmm.. Acha ji, itna importance.. Why so?"
"Becoz i knew u wud be worried nd annoyed like anything nd i really din't want a good friend to be angry..."
"Hahaha... yeah i was annoyed nd li'l worried but now aal izz well... so hows granny now?"
"Oh! she is much better now... chalo got to go... I will be coming back in couple of weeks... you pls take care and I am sorry yaar..."
"Hey no baba... dnt say sorry... situations was like that.. u din't do it intentionally... chalo tk care.. nd call ur office also.... when i called them, they also din't had any whereabouts for you. Bye"
"Yeah! i will do that.. Bye..."
And she disconnected....
You dnt know how good i am feeling... I thought that i made ppl runaway from a country but now it seems allright...
As i write this to you I am humming the song "Jaane kyun.. yeh dil jaanta hai, Tu hai to i'll b alrite....
Mar 3, 2010
Selflessness - the quality of unselfish concern for the welfare of others
Feb 22, 2010
She Has Gone (Met her Part 5)
Have you ever felt that someone's absence in your life makes you so uncomfortable.... the absence of a person you know goes away suddenly without informing you that I am going... Something like that happened to me and its killing me... Till yesterday i was normal but somehow now I am asking again and again to me "that why did she act like this?"
Yes! She has gone, yeah Radhika went back to India this friday and I came to know about it yesterday evening. I don't know why din't she tell me or did she tried.... It had been couple of days that she had called me. On friday i had seen her missed call after I came back to home after the cricket match I went. I called her back but her cell was switched off. She generally switches off her cell when she goes to bed so I assumed that it was already 9 and she might have gone to bed early that day. But i was surprised and worried when i called her cell and found it switched off next day. Yesterday I tracked down her office number from where I came to know that she had taken an emergecy leave and gone back home. What happened, i don't know... Why didn't she tell me... i don't know? i think she called me on friday to inform me that only... but to tell me what, i don't know? I hope something wrong has not happened because she was sad couple of days before also... Remember when i had invited her to my place.... I din't know whom to tell all this so I thought to write here...
I hope everything is fine.... But somehow i am missing her... even though we didn't talk daily or we know each other for long but she became a very good part of my life... and now when she has gone without saying a word, i think that was it.... Waise I am fine... Don't worry.... I know she will call me when she gets time.... I was not such a bad friend.... :)
Feb 20, 2010
9/11
Feb 17, 2010
The Unplanned Date (Met Her Part 4)

I had avoided to meet Radhika on the V-Day just to avoid that she doesn't feel i am trying to be romantic...... Well it seems God had something planned for me..... Yeah! something happenned.... Arey!!! I am writing... If you won't be told whom i will tell....
It had been couple of days now that i din't call her. So yesterday evening I gave her a ring. "Haylo, Wass up?" I asked.
And the reply did not sound the way i expected... It came in a very low tone... "Oh! Hi... I am fine... How r u?" (she sounded very sad)
"I am fine but you don't sound very fine... What happened?" i enquired.
She denied "No, Nothing. i am fine. So wass up?"
I replied "Nothing special here, See you really seem very low. If you dunno wanna share its fine. lets go out somewhere. It will change your mood."
"No.. Thank you. I think i will stay back at home."
I thought its better to end the conversation as she din't seem to be in mood at all.
So I answered "Okay Then, you take rest. but if you really feel lonely, gimme a call."
She said "thanks. i will defenitely call."
I went back home and cleaned my room when Avinash came and knocked my door. He had got a copy of My Name is Khan and the print was super. Then he went to his room. I was also pretty excited to get the copy so i connected the portable projecter to my PC. (I have got one small projecter for me as it combines very best with my 5.1 speakers and gives me the theatre effect. That means i have personal theatre in my room.)
As i sat on my bean bag my phone rang. It was radhika calling.
I answered the call "hi!" She still sounded low "Are you free? Can we go out? I hope you are not doing anything?"
I replied "Hey! No problem. Where do you wanna go?"
She said "I don't know. Just wanna change my mood. Maybe some movie.."
I don't know what i was thinking when I asked her "Would you like to see a private screening of MNIK at my place?"
"What? you got a copy of that. But we planned it to watch in theatre?? how can u watch it at home?" She questioned
"I promise you won't feel that you r not in theatre...." i answered.
There was a silence for few momment. "OKay! Where should I come?" she enquired.
I gave her the directions to the nearest landmark to my place. And then i got up to clear the mess in my room. Went to nearby grocerry and got some juice and chips. Now only thing i was thinking was how to get her in to my room. I didn't tell you that we live in bacheors accomadation. Secondly the caretaker of all our accomadation stays in room just above mine. So if by any chance he sees a girl with me coming to my room, that news will be directly hitting the notice boards of our office. Then i remembered the proverb, a friend in need is the friend indeed. Took my cell and called Avi. Told him the matter and told him the whole story. And he was supportive. Somehow friends are always supportive when you are doing things which are very risky. I told him that I will give him a call and he should check if the area is clear an no one is in hallway so that we can rush directly towards the room. So the stage was set. All I had to do was to pick her from the location i told her to arrive, give a call to Avi when we reach near the villa and enter when we get green signal from avi.
Second problem was how she will react when she knows so much of drama was going to happen. Anyways the second problem was handled very well by me. I didn't tell what was going to happen.
She arrived and i waived her telling her to follow my car. Then when we were near the villa i called Avi. As i reached outside the villa avi called and informed the way was clear. I didn't lose a second anymore and before she could realise what was happening, i held her hand and hurried towards our villa. As i entered the gate she opened her mouth to enquire what was happpening when i signed her to keep her mouth shut. Half of the hallway was crossed we were on stairs. Avinash was standing outside his room at the end of stairways which is opposite to my room. As we both reached near his room, i heard voice from behind. Voice of Francis Uncle asking "Prasanth! you just reached from office?"
Next thing what happenned was a disaster. I pushed her into avinash's room and we both closed the door from outside and turned back. Uncle was standing below at the start of stairs. We replied "Yes Sir, just arrived. How r u?"
"I am fine. Chalo fir to take rest. Carry on." saying this he went to kitchen.
Phew! that was a close call. I opened my room and then directed Avi to open his so that she can walk in to mine. I could see her smiling with little embarrasment. As soon as i closed the door i heard her asking "What was dis all happening?"
I replied with a naughty smile "Yaar, i din't remembered that we live in bachelors accomadation when i invited you. Anyways now we are in. So shall we start the movie."
She looked around and said "Nice room. Yeah we can play it."
I dimmed the light and switched on the projector. She was impressed as she said this "So you have a private theatre. Hmmm.. Am impressed."
I smiled and played the movie. Then for next 2 hours 45 mins we din't speak at all. The movie was really nice. I could see her crying when Shah rukh's son died. Well she looked much more better than what she sounded when we spoke in evening. By the end of the movie we had eaten 1 big pkt of cheetos, 2 Veg sandwiches and I litre of orange juice and it was 10 PM now.
She got up from the bean bag and turned towards me saying "Thaaaaank You for the wonderful evening. So much of panga you took for me. You really are nice person. "
I replied smiling "why are friends for? So you are happy na. Mood changed..?"
She answered "Yeah!... had a bad day at work but now all is fine. Thanks to you"
"Hey! In friendship No thank You, No sorry. Okay?" I said.
"Okay! So i will leave. Its late already." she said looking at her watch.
"Yeah!...just a sec, lemme check outside." sying this I came out of my room. The field was clear, so we both silently came out and reached near her car. As she was sitting in her car she said that she will remember this evening. I smiled and waived her bye as she drove back to her home.
I turned around started walking to my room as the unplanned date came to an end.
Feb 9, 2010
Met her (Part 3)
All thanks to Avinash, my friend, villie (roomie for roommate so i made villie for villamate) who publicised this like the Tehelka Tape..... And seriously, friends on one side my cousins also.... Day before yesterday, i called Jithu and first things he asks "How is Radhika chechi?" I thought "saaley mera haal to koi poocho..." I replied ''OH! she is fine..... How about you?He said " I am fine... So how was the coffee....?"I was like "it was not me who made the coffee.. it was a coffee shop, it will be obviously nice...." And this is how everywhere it is going..... In chandigarh, rekha (my sister) has already purchased a dress to wear on my wedding.... And when she told me this, I was like ki ye ho kya rha hai yaar.... Abhi tak to maine kuch socha bhi nahi.....and yahan mera band baj gaya hai....
Neways leaving all this shor behind, I had given Radhika a ring.... We talked for around 15 minutes.... And it was GENERAL talk....
OKAY.... Please CIA agents mat bano.... She asked me if there is any plan for this weekend so i told her that I was going to see my 50th movie in Qatar if My Name is Khan releases this thursday..... And it was a CO-INCIDENCE that she is a fan of Shahrukh Khan and was pretty excited to accompany me to that movie.... I have agreed but I have not told Avinash till now.... GOD knows how will react on this.... Then also thought to inform you that IF the movie releases this thursday WE are going out again..... Till then you people take care.... details bataonga....
Feb 6, 2010
Met Her Again at the Coffee Table.... (Part 2)

And one more thing... She is just a FRIEND.... Please don't use too much of brains...
Feb 4, 2010
Met Her.... Part 1
Jan 27, 2010
Smoking....

Jan 25, 2010
Reality Check
Jan 19, 2010
My Encounter With God....

Jan 17, 2010
The Day I fell In love....
Today i wanna share something special.... something that happens to everyone once in a life, with sumone.... yes it happened to me.... Yes!... I know you won't believe it but its true.... This thursday my Manager Mr. A (names not to be disclosed) as usual had some work for me... Infact for friday also... nd majboori ka naam mahatama gandhi... mujhe friday ko kaam karna he padega.... but is ek din ne meri life change kar di....
There are 7 indian schools in qatar and they were having Inter school competitions on a big scale for which my company had sponsored.... On Friday it was the final which was to be held at Doha Cinema from 9 AM till evening.... I was supposed to reach there by 10 in morning and stay there to make sure that our company's visibility was all over during the programme.... Because in evening our COO was supposed to come and give away the prizes i cud not even think of skipping the programme....
Well it was a usual friday with only unusual thing, that was me getting up by 10... OH Shit!... I was late..... got up from my bed, brushed, took bath (yes i brush and take bath, don't be surprised) and rushed in my car to the Venue.... I reached at 11.30, and as soon as i entered the hall, i cud hear a girl sing maapila pattu (mallu islamic song).... ", Gaya aaj ka din", i thought and entered the hall....
there was a genuine crowd, mostly parents of the participants, but the balcony seats were mostly empty. Neways i went around the area with one of the organisers and checked if everything was ok. Then Mr. O (organiser) directed me to the seats in front as we were the sponsors. I smiled and went towards the seat thinking ",mera dimaag kharaab hai yahan baithunga.... yahan to so bhi nhi skta... sabko dikhega....", I started looking for a seat behind.... and then decided to go to balcony section jo thoda distance mein and khali bhi hai.... I got up and sat in seat in balcony..... competitions were goin on... an invisible woman was announcing names of team for various categories... bache aate ja rahey they, apna naach gaana dikhatey ja rahey they... Main bore hone laga to i connected my mobile to net and entered google talk.... Started chatting wid people wen i felt a shadow crossed me.... ", Yahan kaun aake baith gya yaar....?", thinking this i looked around and saw an angel like girl sitting two seats apart from me....
OMG! Two seats next to me sat a typical Indian girl in a pink salwar kameez which complimented her very well... baal baandhey hue, duppatta iron kiya.... oh my god kya ladki hai yaar.... Aisa nahi hai ki ussey sundar ladki maine nhi dekhi but somehow uske chehre se nazar hattane ka dil he nhi kar rha tha... Koi jaadu sa tha usme.... Mere phone pe IM ka beep bajey ja rha tha par aisa lag rha tha ki bas usi ko dekhta rahun.... Before I could finish admiring her beauty she looked towards me... I realised that I was still staring at her and she had understood that... My mind started screaming", Oh God! kuch bol prasanth kuch bol, dekhta mat reh... Kuch bhi bol," And I did ask....
I asked ", You came to see the competition?", and fir sochne laga ," Wah! How smart.... abey woh kya yahan tujhe milne aayi hai, competition chal rha hai usko he dekhne aayi hogi,"... With a confused expression (thanks to my smart question) she answered ", Yes, My sister is participating in one of the competitions." and then she started looking in to her mobile like reading some sms. I wanted to speak more to her, but pehle he mooh khol kar maine apni akal dikha di thi so i was jst avoiding to spit out more stupidity, when she turned towards me again and asked with a smile ",You are here with someone who is participating?" But i wasn't listening, i was busy admiring her eyes and her smile ", Oh God! kya hasti hai yaar...", when she repeated again realising i wasn't listening. ", Hunh! Yes.. Oh! no no... no one." as i was saying this i realised ki main kya yes no yes no kar rha hun... Meri antar aatma chillai ki abey ek baat pe ruk... Yes Or No....Coming back to senses I replied clarifying ", I mean, I am from CGC, CGC Nokia, I mean we are sponsors."
"Oh! so u r not a malayalee?" she enquired. Mujhe apne mallu hone pe itna garv kabhi nhi hua tha. I replied with a smile ",Arey nahi, I am a mallu, I mean malayalee." (kar di thi maine gadbad bol k mallu). tabhi khayal aaya ki naam bta de to shayad wo bhi naam bta de.... I said bending on her side ", Oh! by the way I am Prasanth... and you?" ",I am radhika, Radhika Menon." she replied. Radhika, kitna pyara naam hai.... Mann he mann socha Ma tere liye bahu mil gyi.... Wo uth k mere saath wali seat pe aake baith gyi. Aisa laga ki aaj bhagwan se lottery bhi maangu to shayad wo bhi de dega....
When she came next to me we started talking. I came to know that they were from Calicut and her parents were settled here. Her dad is working in Qatar Petroleum and she just came back after completing MBA and was searching for a Job. Her parents had gone to kerala, dats why she was here accompanying her sister. Mann he Mann main sochne laga ki yaar sab kuch set hai, kerala se hai, pyaari bhi hai, shaadi kar he leta hun. We were discussing about each other when she said ", I have seen you before also." At that moment of involuntary reflex, my brows raised and mouth opened with an expression "How... What?? She continued saying "Yesterday you came to BPS (birla Public School) with some colleague of yours." I replied "yeah, it was me and our Visual Merchandiser." I could not believe that she remembered because i was there for just an hour and there were so many people. How did she remem me. I wanted to know but darr bhi lag raha tha ki kuch bakwaas pooch lunga.. But u see, I was not able to resist asking that idiotic question of mine and asked her “But how do u still remember me, having seen me only once that too in that crowd?” She did shy for a while, before revealing that I was very impressive that day. She said that her friend noted me first as my dark blue shirt was striking enough to make heads turn! She also said the way I carried myself in style that made her friend fall for me! I seriously didn’t know how to react, as I was bemused thinking if only that style of mine made her fall for me?? I was not convinced with the reply but I did not want to make her feel uncomfortable asking more about that day. Anyways I felt good, though that was not what I expected. I mean not her friend fall for me. Nevertheless, in that next moment of honest confession she said, “Yeah true …Even I felt you were really good that day”. Hmmm.. Now I realized that she was really interested in me and from somewhere I got some confidence to move further.
She was not done yet. Her confession continued as she told me that she saw me sitting alone here so she came around so that she can speak to me and she was really being attracted towards me. I cud not believe my ears and was njoin every moment at that point. Yaar koi ladki mujhse attract ho rhi hai... Kya baat hai.... Aaahun Aaaahun, Aaaahun Aaahun.... Maine apne dil ki party ko jaldi se khatam kiya and then I looked into her eyes. She was feeling very shy on admitting everything to someone she spoke for the first time. I could see the love in her eyes and somehow i was feeling from inside that yes she is the girl. My heart was shouting that take her home with you. Dil se zor zor se awaaz aane lagi abey pata le, pata le, abhi propose karde, she will agree....." It seemed everything was happening so fast.
I regrouped myself for the brave act I needed to do tonight. I started “Radhika..When i was came here i thought what i was doing here wasting my day but now everything is falling into places” in my trademark idiotic way! She smiled with a slight confused expression and nodded her head. I continued adding some sense to what I said “ Yeah. I mean that I found you and i realise without you sitting next to me, my day wud not be so beautiful. Thank you!” She said in a girlish way “Come on Prasanth”! and stretched her hands, relaxing. I did not know what I was doing, but I clung her right hand… so tightly with my both hands and in the next second, trying to be romantic I opined, “Do u love me and can we marry each other”?
I did not feel I did a mistake, after seeing her expression not so harsh. She was bewildered though! May be she did not expect my proposal so soon. I could feel she was not comfortable! But I was wrong! She thought for a while and she placed her left hand upon mine and said “I feel I m lucky”! Now this confirmed that she has accepted my proposal. I was on cloud nine! I stood up and jumped high in the air and THUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I found myself on floor in my room. I checked my watch and it was 12 in the noon and i realised i haven't gone to the programme. As usual i already reached programme but in my dreams..... OH god! I am late for that programme.....
I got ready thinking about radhika and what i dreamt.... I went to the competition but I didn't find any radhika.... Hopefully kabhi to milegi... Yahi soch ke khuda hafiz kaha ki shayad this is what it means to how you fall in love..... falling from your bed in your dreams......
Jan 2, 2010
A Bucket of KFC, 7UP and 3 Movies
Dec 2, 2009
DTA: Don't Trust Anybody

I don't say that don't trust anyone as written on the Title, I say trust everyone but on the same time be prepared to find it broken... I mean if you are depending on someone, always try to keep a backup.....
And its not only in case of others but it applies on you also.... I mean ur ownself... For example u decide to do something for someone and when u r doing it u may realise that work may affect u in bad way... U may break the trust of that someone to save urself....
In the end what i feel is that even if we can't control other peoples decision but in your own case, try to keep up the trust... because no sound comes if trust is broken but it pains alot....
Nov 23, 2009
Apprehensions....

Don't you think that Apprehensions is one of the root causes in conflicts in life.....
Nov 15, 2009
Dreams
nd very rarely we concentrate on the lyrics.... No reasons that these days many songs come which have very abstract lyrics... means nothing.....
I was listening this hindi song from a new released movie... not so promoted but a song which tells you whats happening.... Read the lyrics....
Jo tujhe jagaaye
Neendein teri udaaye...Khwab hai Saccha wahi
(this is the song... this won't say anything... but the lines in between tells us something... Read on...)
Manzilon pe tyohaar hai
Lekin woh haar hai
Kya khushi apno ke bin
Hai adhoori har jeet bhi
Sargam sangeet bhiAdhoora hai apno ke bin
Khwabon pe badal Chaney do lekin
Rishton ki lok bacha ke barasna
Mar 11, 2009
It feels like shit to be always misunderstood...

How many times have you ever undergone a situation, when whatever you say or do comes "Boom" back on you...? I mean you say something which might be useful or good. But its considered that you are trying to make fun or just trying to insult sumone.... You joke and its a fault... and if you r serious you are trying to be bossy...
Phew... Thats bad... Really bad.... People who always took your suggestion now think you are going to use the opportunity and kick their ass.... Even the closest pal thinks that you are just not fine... and avoids talking to you... Don't know then why do we have freinds and near and dear ones... When you are in need of help, you know you have some problem, they know that you have some problem then why don't they stand next to you and help you to stand up instead of pointing finger on you and inform you that " You have changed". I know, but tell me how? on what juncture did I hurt you.... On which point....? or whateva I am saying are the poisonous arrows piercing you throughout your body....? If its that so, then kick me out.... or just tell me my faults....
Because it hurts when you are told, that i know you have a problem, you know you have a problem... and then a silence....
